More why
Why do I feel like lashing out when I am disappointed by something?
- I don’t need anyone to make me feel better
- I don’t need those that hurt me to fee guilted into participating
- If they want me, I’m here
Why do I feel like I outgrow groups of friends?
- This one I don’t have any real understanding of. It baffles me. I grow, they don’t? I get what I need from them and then move on? I don’t know.
Every time this happens I feel disconnected. I feel lost and aware of a giant space between me and the rest of the world.
How much resulting action is me resisting connection and how much of the resulting action is me continuing to grow and change as a person?
I love continued growth, but if I outgrow every new home I find, will I ever really have a family?