265 Lights Through Veins
I feel like I'm kinda dying.
I'm in love with this. I actually just went to check the album to see if Jon Hopkin is credited. Yup, he is. Reminds me of Holiday For Strings.
Copying letterforms is a common enough occupation among bored teenagers - it seems to have a calming effect on turbulent hormones. He, who did the above title sequence also did The Whitest Boy Alive's The Golden Cage.
Finally Skyped with the one in Bonn. Life is good, without an anchor I guess. I can never imagine why would anyone at my age want to get engaged. It's not a oh-but-I-want-to-enjoy-my-life first but... I wouldn't. Having just hit the Two-somethings, I don't feel like an adult. I don't even think that being 21 is all the big a deal. I wouldn't and couldn't do this sort of thing, I still have growing up to do. And I believe growing is something only you can do alone. Being with another person just makes you take things for granted, makes you complacent. You might have someone to accompany you to do mundane things, you might also give up other things to do the mundane things. No judgement but seriously, who doesn't judge, perceive, and give bloody two cents' worth. And I believe in Right Here, Right Now. If not, don't expect much from a distance. It's like Do What, Right Now. This is not regret, not hindsight, not realisation. Just a nagging thought gnawing through my head.
Ya, I'm in a rut. A deeep deeep deep rut. FML. I lost the sense of expression.
sdffffffffff