Realisations
He won't get to see my sister graduate from high school.
He won't get to see me graduate from uni.
He will not come to Scotland and do the planned car trip the year I graduate.
His (possible) grandchildren will never get to meet him.
He will [I]not[/I] spend his retirement with my mom travelling and doing all the things he put off, as planned.
He will not get any reward for the work he did for his company, for that presentation in Spain in 2006 which was published in an international journal. (All he got as a reward was a brain tumour.)
He will never hear from me that he was actually a good guy.
He will never tell a joke again.
He will never laugh again.
He will never see all the places he wanted to see.
He will not get what he deserved (all he asked for was 10 more years, or even 5 more years, my mom said, he kept repeating that).
He will never do anything again, anything at all.
He will not be home whenever I go home.
He will never be here again.
Things will never be safe again.
Home will never be home again.
He will not.
We will not.
He will not. Not. NOT.
SIZE="1"]The last time I actually saw [I]him[/I] as the person he was was in September 2006. That's 1 1/2 years ago, ages ago, so close, a long time ago. [/SIZE]
He won't get to see me graduate from uni.
He will not come to Scotland and do the planned car trip the year I graduate.
His (possible) grandchildren will never get to meet him.
He will [I]not[/I] spend his retirement with my mom travelling and doing all the things he put off, as planned.
He will not get any reward for the work he did for his company, for that presentation in Spain in 2006 which was published in an international journal. (All he got as a reward was a brain tumour.)
He will never hear from me that he was actually a good guy.
He will never tell a joke again.
He will never laugh again.
He will never see all the places he wanted to see.
He will not get what he deserved (all he asked for was 10 more years, or even 5 more years, my mom said, he kept repeating that).
He will never do anything again, anything at all.
He will not be home whenever I go home.
He will never be here again.
Things will never be safe again.
Home will never be home again.
He will not.
We will not.
He will not. Not. NOT.
SIZE="1"]The last time I actually saw [I]him[/I] as the person he was was in September 2006. That's 1 1/2 years ago, ages ago, so close, a long time ago. [/SIZE]