May 19, 2008 20:02
My Reason for a Sleepless Night
Gentle fingers on my cheek
what happened to my tears?
I was crying when I went to sleep,
why did they disappear?
I prayed I'd dream about you
butI feared what I would dream
would you hold me wrapped close to you
or haunt me with your screams?
It's the truth I fear like death,
the one I'll never question why.
The night of your last breath,
was I the reason that you died?
Hold me one more time
before the night ends into dawn
is it okay if I cry?
maybe in the morning I'll move on.
Let me touch you once more,
with your love moving through me
My heart will beat in time with yours
Can I see what you see?
In these dreams of mine
You're alive for a beautiful while
so why is it I cry
when I see you smile?
I'm fighting the dark beauty
an endless violent fight
struggling to face reality;
my reason for a sleepless night.
And there it is, the poem dedicated to Zack from Cloud's own lips. The ending was really rushed but I'm pretty satisfied with the overall results.
yaoi,
love,
death,
clack,
zack,
cloud