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today was my last day as a student at MVHS. forever. it seems surreal, and i keep trying to figure out this feeling--it's indescriable. i counted the number of people that asked me what i was going to do with my life since i woke up this morning. it's almost two pm and i'm already to eight.
honestly, i don't know. i have so many options. options are a great thing. it's the most insense feeling in the world, to know that you can do whatever the hell you want to do with your life..and noone can say anything. i know that seems really shallow, and not very well thought out. but i'm capable of anything. it's just an amazing feeling.
so what am i saying, you might ask? what is keeli going to do with her life? i have no clue. i've got a while to decide, because we all know that you need money to move.. and i'm in the middle of getting a better paying job to make that happen a little sooner.
so whats the good news? i know what directions i want to take. i want to head west, in search of a photography education. it's what i've always wanted to do, but in the back of my mind i never thought it would be acceptable. now i realize that i only have to make things happen for myself, that's all. where will i end up? probably brooks institute (www.brooks.edu) from what i've read, and heard they're respected and they'll teach me what i need to know to turn my passion into a career. a fun one at that. i'll be in debt, and i'll live 3000 miles away from my family, but it'll work. i have a good support system and the best group of friends i could ask for. (love to april leigh)
So the question everyone has been asking me...am i going to UCA in august? that's undecided as of now. Yes, i'm enrolled. Yes, i've done all of my FASFA stuff. But as for everything else, the summer will tell. If i have enough money to do what i want, i'm going. If not, i might go to conway or i might stay in mv and save. we'll see.
So, i'm one big undecisive mess. I know. It's life. I'm just happy because i know what i want to do. I know where i want to live.
:)
I love you guys, and i hope all is well.
Graduation is May 20th
MV Football Field
10 AM
whoooo.