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It's been too long since I have spilled my guts out onto this thing I know as livejournal.
The past 3 months have gone by so fast...too fast...life is becoming a blur. I'm still in good ol' Marlborough, Ma and that is driving me crazy. I did get word from UMass Boston and I got into the School of Health Sciences for the Spring semester so I have another potential. It is the most realitic price wise but I am a stubborn bitch and wanna live away. I would be cool with going to UMass if they had dorms but they don't. If I knew I was def gonna be able to get an apartment by the Fall I think I would take the offer in a second...but that is kinda up in the air too. Once again...I have all of these great opportunities but they ALL seem so god damn out of reach.
I babysat Brooke and Derek the other night <3 They are getting so big! It really makes me so sad to see how quickly kids grow up...that's just another sign that life is passing you by. Nicolas is going to be 6 months tomorrow! That is insane to me. I remember anticipating his arrival like it was yesterday and now he is halfway to turing 1. Eeeek. How am I ever going to have a child of my own?
January 20th Tyler and I will be together for 5 years...give or take a few months. That is fucking nuts to me. Like he said the other day...thats half a decade. Craziness. I wanna do something special for it...I gotta get thinkin.
Christmas is so so soon. I attempted to start my Christmas shopping yesterday but it seems so early I just can't find it right to spend the money I need to get on that. Black Friday...it's on!
Tonight I'm going to the Brand New/Glassjaw concert @ the house of blues in Boston. I'm looking forward to that a lot.