Why do I bother?
Yep. Nothing has happened. Nothing of any signifigance, anyway. Still no job, no car, no place to move to... No money. I hate not having any money...
Though looking back in my mom's LJ, I found out she decided to tell everyone there that she reformatted the hard drive last month. Umm... Nooo~o... I reformatted the piece of shit, as I had three times before a couple summers ago. She doesn't even know how, even with all the PC repair books! Feh. Pisses me off. And I was in such a good mood, too... -.-;
The reason I haven't been around much is I'm hardly at home. Not that many people would notice anyway... But at every chance I get, I'm out spending the night at either Brittany's or Alex's (my fiance). Putting up with my mother is not something I want to do for much longer...
Hell, I can't even do anything without either getting yelled at, or, on the off chance that it was a good thing I did, her taking the credit for it. It's really not fair. She's 37, divorced (for nearly 15 years now), unemployed (only had one "real" job that I can remember, and that lasted only one day...), and is saying I need to go out and get a job so that I can help pay the bills.
Umm... Hello? Why would I want to pay her bills? If I'm going to be paying anyone's bills it's going to be my own! Dammit, I'll be glad when I can get the hell out of here... I've been living in the same housing project (yeah, we don't even have our own house) for the last 15 or more years. And nearly in the same apartment/house for that long too (we had to move to the apartment next door to the one we were in when the Housing Authority was "fixing" the houses up).
I talked to Alex a little last night about the plans for the future. As usual, he's not looking that far ahead... *sigh* But I'm going to make sure we know more-or-less what's coming before we jump into it. October 13th will be our six month engagement anniversery. With no money, I don't know what we'll do that day... Depressing, really...
And in this stupid city, you can't do anything without having any money. Hell, I doubt we'd even be able just to go for a walk together without being fined or charged for something. That's what sucks about living in a city like Boaz, Alabama.
Well, I'm tired of this now. I've gone from pissed off to depressed. And now, I'm gonna go to bed.
I'll be going now.
Though looking back in my mom's LJ, I found out she decided to tell everyone there that she reformatted the hard drive last month. Umm... Nooo~o... I reformatted the piece of shit, as I had three times before a couple summers ago. She doesn't even know how, even with all the PC repair books! Feh. Pisses me off. And I was in such a good mood, too... -.-;
The reason I haven't been around much is I'm hardly at home. Not that many people would notice anyway... But at every chance I get, I'm out spending the night at either Brittany's or Alex's (my fiance). Putting up with my mother is not something I want to do for much longer...
Hell, I can't even do anything without either getting yelled at, or, on the off chance that it was a good thing I did, her taking the credit for it. It's really not fair. She's 37, divorced (for nearly 15 years now), unemployed (only had one "real" job that I can remember, and that lasted only one day...), and is saying I need to go out and get a job so that I can help pay the bills.
Umm... Hello? Why would I want to pay her bills? If I'm going to be paying anyone's bills it's going to be my own! Dammit, I'll be glad when I can get the hell out of here... I've been living in the same housing project (yeah, we don't even have our own house) for the last 15 or more years. And nearly in the same apartment/house for that long too (we had to move to the apartment next door to the one we were in when the Housing Authority was "fixing" the houses up).
I talked to Alex a little last night about the plans for the future. As usual, he's not looking that far ahead... *sigh* But I'm going to make sure we know more-or-less what's coming before we jump into it. October 13th will be our six month engagement anniversery. With no money, I don't know what we'll do that day... Depressing, really...
And in this stupid city, you can't do anything without having any money. Hell, I doubt we'd even be able just to go for a walk together without being fined or charged for something. That's what sucks about living in a city like Boaz, Alabama.
Well, I'm tired of this now. I've gone from pissed off to depressed. And now, I'm gonna go to bed.
I'll be going now.