Mar 05, 2008 00:24
This term has literally driven me crazy.
I went to Texas this weekend and tried so hard to shoot for my senior project. It didnt work out as well as i had hoped. I really have thought so much about my senior project, basically all day everyday since September, and I feel like there is nowhere else I can go with it. I just cant think about it any more and have it be productive.
Im starting to realize how much i build things up in my mind. its not very good. at all.
I miss my mother. i realized this weekend that although she is kind of nuts, she really is very supportive in the things that i do and really will do anything in her power to give me the things that i want or need. now im crying just thinking about it. because lately i have been an emotional mess. Im starting to talk to her on the phone almost every day now. I want her to come here and sit around and watch movies with me.
I need to leave this country. Asap.