everyone who pretended to like me is now gone
i love that weird moment when im enjoying a cigarette as i drive and i realize that i have just pulled up next to my mother. yup. thats twice now.
so im back home now and only for a short while then im leaving this town on a jet plane headed for Albuquerque, New Mexico. being home is once again weird. i miss my beautiful beautiful friends. i wish it was two months ago and i was back in ohio.
now that im home i find myself checking for the mail every five minutes, like i used to when i still lived here, knowing that nothing would be there for me. just hoping that maybe there is a large empty box addressed to me. so that i could climb in and just mail myself... anywhere else.
Monday night, two words: MARS VOLTA. ten minutes before the show i surprisingly got myself a ticket. it was, in fact, amazing.
well now the moment has come. i get to see Natalie for the first time since i have been home. finally.
so im back home now and only for a short while then im leaving this town on a jet plane headed for Albuquerque, New Mexico. being home is once again weird. i miss my beautiful beautiful friends. i wish it was two months ago and i was back in ohio.
now that im home i find myself checking for the mail every five minutes, like i used to when i still lived here, knowing that nothing would be there for me. just hoping that maybe there is a large empty box addressed to me. so that i could climb in and just mail myself... anywhere else.
Monday night, two words: MARS VOLTA. ten minutes before the show i surprisingly got myself a ticket. it was, in fact, amazing.
well now the moment has come. i get to see Natalie for the first time since i have been home. finally.