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WOW I AM BAD AT THIS GAME. >.< Updating and I aren't friends, my apologies for whom ever still reads my bullshit. Haha.
I have been stupidly happy this week. Like giddy.
Boys boys boys. That's all I used to be about. Then Shane rolled along and I didn't need boys. I was okay. Then he fucked me over, and I've been having a horrible time recovering. -.-
I've been feeling worthless and the like, all that bullshit.
But I recently met a doode. Who makes my heart go a flutter and such when I'm with him. I've known him basically for about a week, and I just get this feeling. It's odd.
So now get ready for the mushy stuff.
Andy took me to go see this boy at work tonight. He works at Dunkin, so I always get my coffee cheaaapp. :D
Boy was going on break. We had time to actually talk unlike every other time where he's usually busy because I'm there before work at 4:30.
I walked him to Angelina's to get dinner, and we just kinda held hands and stuff and I don't know. Every time I'm with him I don't want to leave.
It's mushy, and lame, but god damnit, it feels good to have this again. Ever since Shane I have just felt like a worthless piece of nothing.
And now I feel alive again. :]
I'm spending the night at his housse again tomorrow. I love snuggling him. And that's what I'm going to fucking do all night. :D
Wish me luuck.
I have been stupidly happy this week. Like giddy.
Boys boys boys. That's all I used to be about. Then Shane rolled along and I didn't need boys. I was okay. Then he fucked me over, and I've been having a horrible time recovering. -.-
I've been feeling worthless and the like, all that bullshit.
But I recently met a doode. Who makes my heart go a flutter and such when I'm with him. I've known him basically for about a week, and I just get this feeling. It's odd.
So now get ready for the mushy stuff.
Andy took me to go see this boy at work tonight. He works at Dunkin, so I always get my coffee cheaaapp. :D
Boy was going on break. We had time to actually talk unlike every other time where he's usually busy because I'm there before work at 4:30.
I walked him to Angelina's to get dinner, and we just kinda held hands and stuff and I don't know. Every time I'm with him I don't want to leave.
It's mushy, and lame, but god damnit, it feels good to have this again. Ever since Shane I have just felt like a worthless piece of nothing.
And now I feel alive again. :]
I'm spending the night at his housse again tomorrow. I love snuggling him. And that's what I'm going to fucking do all night. :D
Wish me luuck.