I miss you.
I miss Tom.
I miss Ariana.
I miss Jeff.
I miss Zack.
Where have all my friend's gone?
THEY GOT BOYFRIENDS AND GIRLFRIENDS.
Ariana and I stopped talking because of Mike, and my hatred for him.
Tom and I apparently aren't talking because Amber says so.
Stacy is a crazy controlling bitch. I haven't spoken to Jeff since October, and before that? The end of last school year in April.
Zack is so wrapped in "KISA" that he doesn't realize anyone else in the world exists.
I have a boyfriend, and yet I still take the time out of my day to see my friends.
It's been getting to me. I'm not sure why. I think about Tom all the time these days.
Want to know the soul reason I'm back?
This morning Shane was here. I have a picture framed of us on my nightstand. I knocked it over onto the floor and I had two more pictures behind it. One was Tom. With his aviators and his lucky shirt in his car. If Shane wasn't there I might have cried. Not because I'm sad we broke up. But because I'm upset I can't be friends with him anymore.
I sent him a message the other day. I told him that I missed him. I did the same with Ariana. She's tolerant of me now, but still doesn't want to be friends. I want my friendship with Thomas back.
So I was thinking about him today. And I decided to see if he updated, even though in the back of my head I knew he hadn't.
Well he did. And I saw that Amber bought him a white rabbit. Funny. I wanted to as well. When I was making plans to move in with him, I wanted to buy him one as a kind of "Thank you" for having me live with him.
Well, as we all know, it never happened.
Ugh. It's pointless. I write these things maybe in hopes he'll read this and be friends with me. I know he's happy with Amber, but it's not fair.
He cheated on me. Broke my heart, and yet I still want to be friends, and I don't even get that.
This is a waste of time, but I can't forget him. There was way too much that happened.
I miss him.
I miss them all.
I love them. Him, Zack, Jeff, Ariana. I love them all.
Ugh. Whatever.
"PREPARE YOUR BLADDER FOR IMMANENT RELEASE."
I miss Ariana.
I miss Jeff.
I miss Zack.
Where have all my friend's gone?
THEY GOT BOYFRIENDS AND GIRLFRIENDS.
Ariana and I stopped talking because of Mike, and my hatred for him.
Tom and I apparently aren't talking because Amber says so.
Stacy is a crazy controlling bitch. I haven't spoken to Jeff since October, and before that? The end of last school year in April.
Zack is so wrapped in "KISA" that he doesn't realize anyone else in the world exists.
I have a boyfriend, and yet I still take the time out of my day to see my friends.
It's been getting to me. I'm not sure why. I think about Tom all the time these days.
Want to know the soul reason I'm back?
This morning Shane was here. I have a picture framed of us on my nightstand. I knocked it over onto the floor and I had two more pictures behind it. One was Tom. With his aviators and his lucky shirt in his car. If Shane wasn't there I might have cried. Not because I'm sad we broke up. But because I'm upset I can't be friends with him anymore.
I sent him a message the other day. I told him that I missed him. I did the same with Ariana. She's tolerant of me now, but still doesn't want to be friends. I want my friendship with Thomas back.
So I was thinking about him today. And I decided to see if he updated, even though in the back of my head I knew he hadn't.
Well he did. And I saw that Amber bought him a white rabbit. Funny. I wanted to as well. When I was making plans to move in with him, I wanted to buy him one as a kind of "Thank you" for having me live with him.
Well, as we all know, it never happened.
Ugh. It's pointless. I write these things maybe in hopes he'll read this and be friends with me. I know he's happy with Amber, but it's not fair.
He cheated on me. Broke my heart, and yet I still want to be friends, and I don't even get that.
This is a waste of time, but I can't forget him. There was way too much that happened.
I miss him.
I miss them all.
I love them. Him, Zack, Jeff, Ariana. I love them all.
Ugh. Whatever.
"PREPARE YOUR BLADDER FOR IMMANENT RELEASE."