-34-~welcome to number 34~
Its been a loooong time since i've been up here. I've had a lot to say i've just been to busy to sit down and say. Its all come to this now tho. I'm happy, i'm stable, and i now understand that whatever i wanted to control about my life is really irrelavent, because nothing about this life is controlable in the least. I say that because a serires of extrememe cricumstances lead to my present realtionship, the most wholesome i've possibly ever had. didn't see it coming, which is usually the case but that just augments my appreciation for it all. If the things that had happened had happened any other way, i'd never be where i am and be with who i'm with. Everytime i think of her and how happy we are together, and how things are forecasted as clear even tho the realtionship is very young, it simply reminds me that no matter how bad things get, that just increases the probability for something good to happen.
I am, however, as i'm sure u have noticed, a realist, perhaps even a little cynical, and it is in my nature to expect sioemthing to go wrong. I am keeping a wary eye out and i do undertsandf that this is simply a high school relationship and will not shape my future completely, but i like to entertain the hought that she will leave a lasting impact on my life, and i hers.
Until we next meet,
J-Rod[end]
I am, however, as i'm sure u have noticed, a realist, perhaps even a little cynical, and it is in my nature to expect sioemthing to go wrong. I am keeping a wary eye out and i do undertsandf that this is simply a high school relationship and will not shape my future completely, but i like to entertain the hought that she will leave a lasting impact on my life, and i hers.
Until we next meet,
J-Rod[end]