Apr 22, 2006 09:39
Questions have arisen, those fragile little thoughts that effortlessly fracture your world.
Thoughts of my current place in life, if it was developed by wise choices, or if I am here simply because my overwhelming fear to make any single choice.
Maybe that sole question itself is pointless, I am here, where I thought I wanted to be, painfully developing as I never thought possible.
Although it is now essential to defend my creative endeavors, as well as my dreams. Never before I’ve bounded myself for artistic survival, although it was inevitable.
Never like this have I built such walls to ensure my attitude and perception.
This painful evolution is necessary.
Finally, I am making the proper decisions for my development, although creating indestructible beliefs does take proper time and incredible effort.
But I can do this, I can do all of it.
I was meant for more than this current placement.
“I was never more certain of how far away I was from my dream than when I was standing right beside it. “
~Vincent, from the movie ‘Gattaca’