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my brain feels brained out. i feel as if i'm taking tubs of caffeine just to trigger some small switch to get some rickety loop to start running. Rickety and creaking with bits flying off the ends. But I have another twenty four hours of this. I hardly even know why I bother. I mean, the amount of stuff I actually remember long term is minimal. I couldn't pass a midterm for a class I've already taken a year ago. I feel like i'm going nowhere with nothing to look forward to. Completely stagnant. Void of comprehensible thoughts or feelings.