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sitting at the computer lab. yep. it's too cold outside. so, hello journal.
hey, i learned something that may be of interest. Apparently the same areas of the brain that are activated during love are also activated during nausea, anger, and fear. I'm not sure what they decided to measure as love though. Someone in some lab decided that something was love i guess.
Man, my life feels sort of like it's in shambles. Like i'm not doing anything right at all. Even the most simple of things. Even the things that i biologically should be a pro at. I don't think that making lists will help this time. But sometimes I feel like i'm still in a better place than i was last year, for the most part. Some parts don't feel quite as lost. But i might start jinxing myself.
I had another one of those dreams, where I was at a familiar place that only exists in my head. I almost had what would have been an excellent sandwich before i woke up.
i guess i should head out now. I can't avoid winter forever.
hey, i learned something that may be of interest. Apparently the same areas of the brain that are activated during love are also activated during nausea, anger, and fear. I'm not sure what they decided to measure as love though. Someone in some lab decided that something was love i guess.
Man, my life feels sort of like it's in shambles. Like i'm not doing anything right at all. Even the most simple of things. Even the things that i biologically should be a pro at. I don't think that making lists will help this time. But sometimes I feel like i'm still in a better place than i was last year, for the most part. Some parts don't feel quite as lost. But i might start jinxing myself.
I had another one of those dreams, where I was at a familiar place that only exists in my head. I almost had what would have been an excellent sandwich before i woke up.
i guess i should head out now. I can't avoid winter forever.