right now...
I'm feeling as though I am not "me," I'm far from what I usually am. I guess I've been very unhappy the past half week. Being on my period doesn't help, but that usually has nothing to do what and how I'm feeling for the day. Was suppose to go hangout with Daniel. He seems pretty sweet, though he's like 7 years older than me, but he's very caring and good with his words. I'm a sucker for whispers of sweet nothings. HmMm...today I got yelled at for not brushing my hair. Kind of stupid because I haven't done that since about 5th grade. The only thing that has been keeping my hopes up is looking up apartments, and looking to apply to future universities. I guess I need to change my appearance a little more. Be a little more girly? Eh, I dig fashion, but I can never find anything right for me. I'm most definately growing my hair back out, and eh I don't really wear makeup unless it's eyeliner. As far as boys go, I'm kind of just giving up, yet still hoping to find someone. I'm tired of searching. Well, time to "brush," my ha