FAIL
i accepted the fact that i probably wouldn't lose any weight while home,
and that i should just focus on maintaining the 10lbs i had lost.
but instead, it turned into
lets-binge-and-binge-and-see-how-much-we-can-gain-back!
the result? almost all of it... its so gross.
i can feel it... i can see it. i feel totally different than when i came home just 5 or 6 days ago.
if my family noticed i lost 10 lbs, they have to have noticed how much i gained while just home for a couple days.
God, i'm so disgusting...
BUT i am starting a new diet plan tomorrow with the support of some lovely ladies :)
300 cals from monday to monday. i just want to focus on getting back to where i was a week ago,
before the home binge-fest :/
and then i'll have two weeks to lose a bit more before returning home for christmas time.
wish me luck - i'm gonna need it..
and that i should just focus on maintaining the 10lbs i had lost.
but instead, it turned into
lets-binge-and-binge-and-see-how-much-we-can-gain-back!
the result? almost all of it... its so gross.
i can feel it... i can see it. i feel totally different than when i came home just 5 or 6 days ago.
if my family noticed i lost 10 lbs, they have to have noticed how much i gained while just home for a couple days.
God, i'm so disgusting...
BUT i am starting a new diet plan tomorrow with the support of some lovely ladies :)
300 cals from monday to monday. i just want to focus on getting back to where i was a week ago,
before the home binge-fest :/
and then i'll have two weeks to lose a bit more before returning home for christmas time.
wish me luck - i'm gonna need it..