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sorry it took me a while to get back to everyone's comments, but i've been swamped with schoolwork :/
but i really appreciate everyone's support and i won't you all to know that <3
i still can't believe people actually read my journal and take time to write to me...
you guys are truely awesome :)
unfortunately, i have not been doing awesome.
lose, gain, lose, gain... i hate this cycle! if i could get rid of the "gain" i could be so much thinner by now! ugh!
i go home in 12 days, which is great because i need a break from school/work and i am really homesick!
but at the same time, i've had about 3 months to lose weight and i look the same :/
i had this vision in my head of me walking to my family in the airport, a new, thin, beautiful girl!
but no, they'll just see the same old frumpy emily...
tomorrow is a new day! i'm going to do well! i HAVE to.
<3
but i really appreciate everyone's support and i won't you all to know that <3
i still can't believe people actually read my journal and take time to write to me...
you guys are truely awesome :)
unfortunately, i have not been doing awesome.
lose, gain, lose, gain... i hate this cycle! if i could get rid of the "gain" i could be so much thinner by now! ugh!
i go home in 12 days, which is great because i need a break from school/work and i am really homesick!
but at the same time, i've had about 3 months to lose weight and i look the same :/
i had this vision in my head of me walking to my family in the airport, a new, thin, beautiful girl!
but no, they'll just see the same old frumpy emily...
tomorrow is a new day! i'm going to do well! i HAVE to.
<3