So
I told my ex that I did not want to waste his time and told him straight up that I did not to go back out with him and never will. He told me okay and I could hear him cursing in the back ground. Mostly I feel relief but I also feel remorse. Right now I am watching pitch black, love that movie. Went to the mall today, it was alright, just something to do, and then I am spending the night with a friend.