Nov 07, 2001 07:13
yesterday one of my ex-boyfriends showed up at my door, trying to resurect our relationship. After all the shit he has put me through he just keeps on coming back. I love him still but I will never get back with him and I think he knows that. He says he has straightened up for the better now and I told him I don't want a boyfriend that drinks to get drunk all the time, or does any kind of drugs. He told me he stopped doing weed but now he does zanex and that is something I dont want. I just can't deal with it anymore with all the pain he has caused me. I feel like I am going to laugh and cry at the same time. I am just loosing a peice of my mind little by little, day by day. I just dont know what to do. Lost...
I've got to get away. I am just going to spend a friday to get drunk with an old friend of mine and sit and talk to her and her parents.