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[mirri]

Sometimes I think that I have absolutly no social life... or I just hide from it. I feel so damn content in being left alone most of the time that when I look back at the times I do spend my hours alone I see how lonely I was and how I am now... lonely. I am so afraid to loose the people I love, my friends... sure family will always be there but you cant choose them, your friends make you who you are and that will never change. Some people who are in this world think that they are always alone but its not true... you will always find a friend and you will always have one, its just not everyone sees that.

I need a really good conversation right now so I can feel happy, I have a feeling I wont have absolution today.