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why do i feel like i have just been smacked by the irony of life? i was thinking the other night that i have been putting forward so much toward this one person but it hasnt felt the same. like something is missing. i have been missing the love for myself and the love i have for Him. so last night i got to hang out with him for the first time since i met him alone. i actually enjoyed the night...it wasnt like pulling teeth like i thought it would be. but before that the debate the his room mate and him were in was exactly what i needed to snap me out of this selfish mode that i have been in.