Where have I been...
Sleepless most likely. Here I am wastin gtime up till 4:30 when I know I got a class at 9:30...and gotta wake up at 9. Man why do I do this to myself? I don't know why, 6 sometimes but atleast I wake up at 2 on mondays and wednsdays. Still i'm sleep deprived. I found myself a relationship and it's official yay. Haven't talked to her in a few days but i've been quite busy with work and school work to top it off.
I miss you all really - I don't usually respond how I do and when I do I may be late or just ran through a list to say hey. Melissa's poetry was inspiring, maybe i'll write some myself. I love to express in twisted words, make you think and ponder...maybe too much, i've had people lost.
Guess i'm still here...i'm not even sure what to say. Why do I never have enough to express deeply and just pour out to paper heh?
My mom called earlier today, i'm not sure why she makes me so pissed. As soon as I was on the phone with her I was upset, and she just easily angered me and I wasn't sure why. She forced me to talk to her and wouldn't let me hangup even if I was being an ass on the phone and we were tense. Maybe I was mad because she was telling me I had to pay off some debts and buy some books with my own cash that I was going to go shopping with, and repair my i-pod/phone with. -sigh- Tommorow will be busy...work and all. Almost forgot about it, doubt i'll go out for tequilla thursdays.
I actually had some thoughts of joining a spanish frat that all my boys are supposedly heading into. Though I heard that in order to join a minority frat you have to go through silence. Which is about 6 weeks or so of straight silence. Supposedly you have to show that your focused etc. So this means like, no social activities, work, study, don't speak to people. Only familia, and your frat brothers. Tough choice to make...
I miss you all really - I don't usually respond how I do and when I do I may be late or just ran through a list to say hey. Melissa's poetry was inspiring, maybe i'll write some myself. I love to express in twisted words, make you think and ponder...maybe too much, i've had people lost.
Guess i'm still here...i'm not even sure what to say. Why do I never have enough to express deeply and just pour out to paper heh?
My mom called earlier today, i'm not sure why she makes me so pissed. As soon as I was on the phone with her I was upset, and she just easily angered me and I wasn't sure why. She forced me to talk to her and wouldn't let me hangup even if I was being an ass on the phone and we were tense. Maybe I was mad because she was telling me I had to pay off some debts and buy some books with my own cash that I was going to go shopping with, and repair my i-pod/phone with. -sigh- Tommorow will be busy...work and all. Almost forgot about it, doubt i'll go out for tequilla thursdays.
I actually had some thoughts of joining a spanish frat that all my boys are supposedly heading into. Though I heard that in order to join a minority frat you have to go through silence. Which is about 6 weeks or so of straight silence. Supposedly you have to show that your focused etc. So this means like, no social activities, work, study, don't speak to people. Only familia, and your frat brothers. Tough choice to make...