gah.. like I said..
it's getting worse..
maybe because the exams are coming.. or I wasn't in the mood since last weekend or the one before..
everything was good until sunday afternoon when I got jumped at.. and for what? nothing! because I hadn't called grandma to eat with us.. the week after that was something I'd like to forget but probably won't.. weekend in school was good/bad.. I wasn't in the mood and Mr.D had to left early as he was going abroad again.. I got jumped at again on the tuesday cause I made a problem of taking me to the station.. I didn't. she blew it out of proportion.. nothing happened that guaranteed so big problem.. but no! she just had to.. and now they went on a trip and Mr. D was supposed to come.. but he got so swamped with work that he couldn't make it.. and I'm angry.. at everyone.. her, Mr. D, but most of all at myself.. I must be *so* stupid.. still making plans.. I should've learned that they don't work.. why do I bother?..... and I want to cry.. another horrible week to come..I need a hug..
maybe because the exams are coming.. or I wasn't in the mood since last weekend or the one before..
everything was good until sunday afternoon when I got jumped at.. and for what? nothing! because I hadn't called grandma to eat with us.. the week after that was something I'd like to forget but probably won't.. weekend in school was good/bad.. I wasn't in the mood and Mr.D had to left early as he was going abroad again.. I got jumped at again on the tuesday cause I made a problem of taking me to the station.. I didn't. she blew it out of proportion.. nothing happened that guaranteed so big problem.. but no! she just had to.. and now they went on a trip and Mr. D was supposed to come.. but he got so swamped with work that he couldn't make it.. and I'm angry.. at everyone.. her, Mr. D, but most of all at myself.. I must be *so* stupid.. still making plans.. I should've learned that they don't work.. why do I bother?..... and I want to cry.. another horrible week to come..I need a hug..