after Christmas
ummm.. where do I start???
so first - this weekend was studies-weekend :) it wasn't that bad actually despite having few people on the lectures :) and I spent whole weekend with Mr.D :) and he came here for Christmas too :D he says it was stressful but nonetheless pleasant.. we made dumplings together, he put thread on candies for the tree, we fried fish.. spent much time together :) heh.. strange experience as *he* was the first outsider in our Christmas-Eve-feast ;) not even my cousins, even the one who's getting married next year had his girlfriend for the feast :) and ta-dah here I come with a boy I met like two months earlier ;) and my Dad was cool XD 'who's the cook?' XD -> 'I brought him for Christmas' XD. I got a flowerpot for my orchid :) now I have to make it a bit heavier as my orchid is too big for it to hold and not fall down ;) - it's a bit too big ;) and a Linkin Park CD :D and a big pack of milk-fudge from Mum XD
On the first day we were going to my mum's - 5 hours drive.. and we dropped Mr.D home :) and coming back yesterday we met again ;) as he said 'I must be crazy to ride an hour to see you for 40 min'. well.. I must be too :) I got a bear-lollipop XD - little inside joke :)
what's better I go to him tomorrow XD - as you know.. New Year's Eve :)
of course not everything was perfect.. - major glitch? I know it contradicts itself but I think it's best as a description of what happened..
I was so careful not to say something that you know she would take as an offense.. or anything.. and I get told 'You're generous from other's things' .. I was like O_O !! what the hell?? I just gave some dumplings, cake and a little bit of ham to Mr. D - cause he'd be alone - with nothing to eat as the shops are closed on Christmas.. and what I get? being told that!! I *so* wanted to cry later.. Mr. D got concerned.. - we talked a bit yesterday what was that all about.. but still even now I want to cry and can't wait to be gone from here tomorrow... and today she got up with ass first.. [like 'wrong side of the bed' is the saying?] - she behaves again like I did unthinkable thing to her.. which who the hell knows is??.. and this time.. I don't care! - come on.. I've got better things to do than 'worry' about what she thinks.. doesn't want to talk.. then don't - what do I care..
I'm better than this.!
so first - this weekend was studies-weekend :) it wasn't that bad actually despite having few people on the lectures :) and I spent whole weekend with Mr.D :) and he came here for Christmas too :D he says it was stressful but nonetheless pleasant.. we made dumplings together, he put thread on candies for the tree, we fried fish.. spent much time together :) heh.. strange experience as *he* was the first outsider in our Christmas-Eve-feast ;) not even my cousins, even the one who's getting married next year had his girlfriend for the feast :) and ta-dah here I come with a boy I met like two months earlier ;) and my Dad was cool XD 'who's the cook?' XD -> 'I brought him for Christmas' XD. I got a flowerpot for my orchid :) now I have to make it a bit heavier as my orchid is too big for it to hold and not fall down ;) - it's a bit too big ;) and a Linkin Park CD :D and a big pack of milk-fudge from Mum XD
On the first day we were going to my mum's - 5 hours drive.. and we dropped Mr.D home :) and coming back yesterday we met again ;) as he said 'I must be crazy to ride an hour to see you for 40 min'. well.. I must be too :) I got a bear-lollipop XD - little inside joke :)
what's better I go to him tomorrow XD - as you know.. New Year's Eve :)
of course not everything was perfect.. - major glitch? I know it contradicts itself but I think it's best as a description of what happened..
I was so careful not to say something that you know she would take as an offense.. or anything.. and I get told 'You're generous from other's things' .. I was like O_O !! what the hell?? I just gave some dumplings, cake and a little bit of ham to Mr. D - cause he'd be alone - with nothing to eat as the shops are closed on Christmas.. and what I get? being told that!! I *so* wanted to cry later.. Mr. D got concerned.. - we talked a bit yesterday what was that all about.. but still even now I want to cry and can't wait to be gone from here tomorrow... and today she got up with ass first.. [like 'wrong side of the bed' is the saying?] - she behaves again like I did unthinkable thing to her.. which who the hell knows is??.. and this time.. I don't care! - come on.. I've got better things to do than 'worry' about what she thinks.. doesn't want to talk.. then don't - what do I care..
I'm better than this.!