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this is something i wrote last night in a letter to shari
"i'm okay.
very introspective, while still maintaining my extrospective demeanor.
tonight is a what-if night.
i find myself running things through the 3-D IMAX of my mind, as the date for me to leave draws closer...almost like the headmans axe...or the key to the ball and chain.
not even real memories. i'm able to go back and change conversations, events, anything i wish.
and see where i would be now.
tonight is a what-if night."
"i'm okay.
very introspective, while still maintaining my extrospective demeanor.
tonight is a what-if night.
i find myself running things through the 3-D IMAX of my mind, as the date for me to leave draws closer...almost like the headmans axe...or the key to the ball and chain.
not even real memories. i'm able to go back and change conversations, events, anything i wish.
and see where i would be now.
tonight is a what-if night."