Comforting Fantasies
The night has come and I'm all alone.
Darkness is my friend, I can hide easily and pretend everything's all right.
I lay on my bed clutching at the pillow, closing my eyes and trying not to cry.
I wish you held me in your arms.
You don't know how much I need your warmth against my skin, listening to your steady heartbeat.
It makes me forget about everything else. My own emptiness is more bearable.
I'm drifting to sleep, the pills working now.
I'm sinking into your arms. Finally I can feel you, lulling me into oblivion.
I've never felt happier. You caress my back and kiss me softly whispering nonsense.
In the last seconds I hear your voice clearly.
Just saying "I've got you, babe"
Now, I'm finally at home.
Darkness is my friend, I can hide easily and pretend everything's all right.
I lay on my bed clutching at the pillow, closing my eyes and trying not to cry.
I wish you held me in your arms.
You don't know how much I need your warmth against my skin, listening to your steady heartbeat.
It makes me forget about everything else. My own emptiness is more bearable.
I'm drifting to sleep, the pills working now.
I'm sinking into your arms. Finally I can feel you, lulling me into oblivion.
I've never felt happier. You caress my back and kiss me softly whispering nonsense.
In the last seconds I hear your voice clearly.
Just saying "I've got you, babe"
Now, I'm finally at home.