Now and Forever - oneshot!
Title: Now and Forever
Author: mirazuki_yuuri
Pairing/Subject: OkaChii, TakaBu, onesided! KeitoxChielu (namesquish, anyone?)
Rating: PG-13, R
Genre: angsty
Warning: Character death, sadly.
Summary: Who said love will always have happy ending??
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys...or their ass..(okay,maybe I'm plotting something that involves kidnapping Keito and marry him everyday before I sleep XD)
A/N note: New Year's present for the not-so-innocent Rei aka ichigocherry . Based on her crack dialogues in our comments exchange. Remember the lines?? XDD Sorry because this fail badly. Don't kill me Rei-sama. *hide behind Daichan*
He’s the most famous boy in the school. He has the killer smile which makes everyone melts, even the teachers.
And he likes him. A lot. He doesn’t care if it remains as an unrequited love. At least, he thinks, he talks to me.
“Yeah, just that once when he told you to pass the papers to Yuto,” his bestfriend comments. He fakes a pout which quickly dissolve into a smile when he comes into view.
It’s just a stupid crush. He can’t expect him to like him back. Or expect him to give him more attention. But there’s a saying goes ‘Expect the unexpected’ wasn’t it?
He should really hold on to the saying, because he almost jumps from the school rooftop when he confesses to him.
He is waving his bestfriend goodbye when his phone vibrates.
“Hey.”
“Hey. Still at university?”
“No. At the train station. Just sent Yamachan off. But I’m about to go back already. How’s your day?”
“Better now I’m listening to your voice.”
“Those kind of pick-up line. Hikaru-kun taught you that, huh?”
“Errr… nope?”
“Why do I keep up with you guys anyway?”
“I don’t know about Hikaru. But I know you love me.”
“….”
“Hey! I’m sorry if I made you upset with that.”
“Just promise me, never let Hikaru teach you anything.”
“Okie dokie. So, tomorrow at 7?”
“Sure. Hey, I gotta move now or I’ll miss niichan’s live. I love you.”
“Love you more.”
Love is in the air, ain’t it?
“What the hell is fucking wrong with you?!” was the first thing that greeted Keito when he opened the door to the face of his older brother. He walked away, leaving Yuya alone in the hallway.
“Is it already that time of the month?” he asked mockingly, igniting Yuya’s fury.
“Don’t you dare fucking kidding with me! Which demon has gotten into you?!” The question was answered by a snort by the younger boy.
“Why don’t you tell me, niichan?” Seconds later, Keito found himself sprawled on the floor with broken nose and bloody mouth.
“Until you snap out of this damn whatsoever behavior and clean up the mess you made, feel free to get this kind of treatment from me,” Yuya stomped his way out of the apartment.
He wondered what he had done that he left him. Was he annoying? Or too clingy? He had done everything he can to make him happy. The knock on his door took him back to reality.
“Yuri, let’s eat.” Kota just got a weak shook as an answer.
“Just let it go already, can you?” The second shook given by his younger brother was somehow making Kota’s blood boiling. He dragged the small boy out of the room, to the kitchen. A sense of guilt washed over him when he saw his one and only brother started sniffling.
He kneeled in front of him, taking his hands into his. “I’m sorry Yuri. I hate seeing you like this. I just want my cheerful and cute little brother to come back to me.”
“Niichan…” the smaller boy clung to his brother’s shirt, wetting it with endless tears. I miss Keito…
He heard footsteps shuffled in his room, but didn’t bother to open his eyes. No need to when he knew very well the owner of the sickening perfume. A finger traced his jaw line, down to his neck and back to his face, to the swollen lips, courtesy of his older brother.
“Faking sleep again? You’re a lousy liar,” she giggled. He hated that phony giggles. He didn’t even want to see her face. She leaned down and kissed him but he didn’t respond.
“Awww… Is our beloved Keito-kun remembering his Yuri-kun now? Come on Keito-kun, kiss me back. Or… You know what will happen, ne?” He hated the tone.
He hated the fact that he could do nothing when she started undressing. Deep in his heart, he wished he never knew Chinen Yuri. Because heartbreak is not something he could handle.
“Have you talked to him?”
“You mean have I kicked his ass? Yeah. I think I broke his nose though.”
“Geez Yuya. Whatever the matter is, he’s still your brother.”
“As guilty as I feel, he deserved that. What the hell he was thinking, leaving Yuri just like that? At least tell him the reason.”
“I don’t know, but I think something is off.”
“You’re getting to his side now? Yuri is your own brother.”
“I know that. It’s just… I don’t know. Keito might be insensitive at times but he loves Yuri more than anything. I know that much.”
“If you say so. Still, I’ll kill Keito if he ever made Yuri cry again.”
“You sound more like Yuri’s brother than me.”
“Shut up Kota.”
“Love you too Yuya.”
He had made up his mind. He stayed awake all night, thinking. They can’t stay this way. He was an idiot, yes. For letting her manipulating him. But then, all he did was to protect Yuri.
“Let’s end this.”
She gave out a shrilled laugh which sent shiver to his spine.
“Aren’t you afraid I’ll do something to your Yuri?” He suppressed the urge to rip her mouth and punch the daylight out of the bitch.
“Fuck you and your threat.” She grinned.
“It’s your fault you know, that this thing happen to you.” He replied with what-the-fucking-hell-are-you-talking-about stare.
“You saved me from the bullies, remember?” the incident replayed in both their mind. They were classmates but never really talked to each other. He was on the way back from school when it happened. She was kicked mercilessly by some boys and he beat the daylight out of them. And they had been bestfriends since then.
“It doesn’t make sense. I helped you and this is how you repay me?”
“I fell for you. No one ever cared for me except you. You treated my wound, sent me home and wait for me every morning so we could go to school together. Until Yuri came into the scene…”
“Still…”
“CAN’T YOU SEE IT’S ALL YOUR FAULT??!! IF ONLY YOU JUST LET THEY BULLIED ME I WON’T FALL FOR YOU AND I WON’T HATE YURI FOR TAKING YOU FROM ME!!”
His words flown away from his mind. Speechless. He didn’t thought it would turn this way. He’s just being considerate…
“I’m sorry Rachel. I didn’t know…”
“I’m not surprised. How you would when Yuri was all over you, every single day. Tell me Kei-chan,” she grinned when he flinched - only Yuri called him that - ,” Before Yuri came into your life, have you ever loved me? Even a bit?”
He bit his lip before looking into her eyes apologetically.
“As expected.”
His butt made contact with the cold floor when she suddenly pushed him. Something warm trickled down his stomach made him realize she had stabbed him. He looked up to her and he knew what waited for him.
“Rachel…”
“Don’t you get it? I’m doing this for you!! You belong with me!! Not him!! And no one will stop me!!”
How I wish I had apologize properly to nii-chan for being a douchebag, how I wish I had admit to Yamachan it’s me who stole his strawberry pocky the last time, how I wish I have more time to live to tell Yuri I love him…
And the world became dark. Cold. Nothing.
The loud ring of his phone woke him up. Yuya-nii. He glanced at the wall clock. It’s 3 am.
“Yuya-nii?”
“Yuri, wake Kota up and come to the hospital right now,” his voice sounded desperate.
“Why? Hospital at this hour? Are you sick?” he asked worriedly. Sniffles could be heard from the other side and Yuri’s heart tingled with uneasiness. He didn’t need to ask because Yuya answered his unspoken question. Slowly, but clear enough.
“He’s gone.” The word gone ringing in his mind, buzzing his neuron. But gathering the last will he had, he woke his brother up. Yuya-nii must be mistaken. He’s not gone. He is hanging out with his friends, playing billiards.
The white cloth was removed, revealing a….
This can’t be happening. I must be dreaming.
“Yuri, please…” Kota pleaded. The doctor who was in charge for Keito’s body bowed before leaving the room. Giving some space for the grieving ones.
“That’s not him. That’s not Keito. The doctor must be mistaken! I want to see the doctor,” he announced, face pale and blank, feet ready to pace towards the door. Except Yuya was fast at pulling him away from the door, into his embrace. And tears fell.
Hey Yuri,
Well, it’s kinda awkward writing this. Wish I could tell this straight to you. But then, I’m the scaredy-cat Keito-kun. There’s too much things I want you to know that I can’t even say any of them.
I never hate you. I never meant to leave you hanging without any answer. You must hate me, but all I do is to protect you. I know I’ll be gone, sooner or later. If you hate me, it’ll be easier to let me go. So, just do.
I love you, you know that? More than anything. Well except for my guitar. Just kidding XD
Live your life to the fullest. Don’t remember me too much. And make sure niichan and Kou-nii get married or something.
The boy who loves you,
Keito
P/S: Tell Hikaru-kun, I will haunt him down if he don’t visit my grave at least once a month XD
I should be hiding from thrown shoes by now XD Fail. A complete and utter fail. Just want to post this before new year because will be busy moving things to new house :)
Comments, critics, hugs, hate, shoes. All are appreciated ~♥♥♥♥
Author: mirazuki_yuuri
Pairing/Subject: OkaChii, TakaBu, onesided! KeitoxChielu (namesquish, anyone?)
Rating: PG-13, R
Genre: angsty
Warning: Character death, sadly.
Summary: Who said love will always have happy ending??
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys...or their ass..(okay,maybe I'm plotting something that involves kidnapping Keito and marry him everyday before I sleep XD)
A/N note: New Year's present for the not-so-innocent Rei aka ichigocherry . Based on her crack dialogues in our comments exchange. Remember the lines?? XDD Sorry because this fail badly. Don't kill me Rei-sama. *hide behind Daichan*
He’s the most famous boy in the school. He has the killer smile which makes everyone melts, even the teachers.
And he likes him. A lot. He doesn’t care if it remains as an unrequited love. At least, he thinks, he talks to me.
“Yeah, just that once when he told you to pass the papers to Yuto,” his bestfriend comments. He fakes a pout which quickly dissolve into a smile when he comes into view.
It’s just a stupid crush. He can’t expect him to like him back. Or expect him to give him more attention. But there’s a saying goes ‘Expect the unexpected’ wasn’t it?
He should really hold on to the saying, because he almost jumps from the school rooftop when he confesses to him.
He is waving his bestfriend goodbye when his phone vibrates.
“Hey.”
“Hey. Still at university?”
“No. At the train station. Just sent Yamachan off. But I’m about to go back already. How’s your day?”
“Better now I’m listening to your voice.”
“Those kind of pick-up line. Hikaru-kun taught you that, huh?”
“Errr… nope?”
“Why do I keep up with you guys anyway?”
“I don’t know about Hikaru. But I know you love me.”
“….”
“Hey! I’m sorry if I made you upset with that.”
“Just promise me, never let Hikaru teach you anything.”
“Okie dokie. So, tomorrow at 7?”
“Sure. Hey, I gotta move now or I’ll miss niichan’s live. I love you.”
“Love you more.”
Love is in the air, ain’t it?
“What the hell is fucking wrong with you?!” was the first thing that greeted Keito when he opened the door to the face of his older brother. He walked away, leaving Yuya alone in the hallway.
“Is it already that time of the month?” he asked mockingly, igniting Yuya’s fury.
“Don’t you dare fucking kidding with me! Which demon has gotten into you?!” The question was answered by a snort by the younger boy.
“Why don’t you tell me, niichan?” Seconds later, Keito found himself sprawled on the floor with broken nose and bloody mouth.
“Until you snap out of this damn whatsoever behavior and clean up the mess you made, feel free to get this kind of treatment from me,” Yuya stomped his way out of the apartment.
He wondered what he had done that he left him. Was he annoying? Or too clingy? He had done everything he can to make him happy. The knock on his door took him back to reality.
“Yuri, let’s eat.” Kota just got a weak shook as an answer.
“Just let it go already, can you?” The second shook given by his younger brother was somehow making Kota’s blood boiling. He dragged the small boy out of the room, to the kitchen. A sense of guilt washed over him when he saw his one and only brother started sniffling.
He kneeled in front of him, taking his hands into his. “I’m sorry Yuri. I hate seeing you like this. I just want my cheerful and cute little brother to come back to me.”
“Niichan…” the smaller boy clung to his brother’s shirt, wetting it with endless tears. I miss Keito…
He heard footsteps shuffled in his room, but didn’t bother to open his eyes. No need to when he knew very well the owner of the sickening perfume. A finger traced his jaw line, down to his neck and back to his face, to the swollen lips, courtesy of his older brother.
“Faking sleep again? You’re a lousy liar,” she giggled. He hated that phony giggles. He didn’t even want to see her face. She leaned down and kissed him but he didn’t respond.
“Awww… Is our beloved Keito-kun remembering his Yuri-kun now? Come on Keito-kun, kiss me back. Or… You know what will happen, ne?” He hated the tone.
He hated the fact that he could do nothing when she started undressing. Deep in his heart, he wished he never knew Chinen Yuri. Because heartbreak is not something he could handle.
“Have you talked to him?”
“You mean have I kicked his ass? Yeah. I think I broke his nose though.”
“Geez Yuya. Whatever the matter is, he’s still your brother.”
“As guilty as I feel, he deserved that. What the hell he was thinking, leaving Yuri just like that? At least tell him the reason.”
“I don’t know, but I think something is off.”
“You’re getting to his side now? Yuri is your own brother.”
“I know that. It’s just… I don’t know. Keito might be insensitive at times but he loves Yuri more than anything. I know that much.”
“If you say so. Still, I’ll kill Keito if he ever made Yuri cry again.”
“You sound more like Yuri’s brother than me.”
“Shut up Kota.”
“Love you too Yuya.”
He had made up his mind. He stayed awake all night, thinking. They can’t stay this way. He was an idiot, yes. For letting her manipulating him. But then, all he did was to protect Yuri.
“Let’s end this.”
She gave out a shrilled laugh which sent shiver to his spine.
“Aren’t you afraid I’ll do something to your Yuri?” He suppressed the urge to rip her mouth and punch the daylight out of the bitch.
“Fuck you and your threat.” She grinned.
“It’s your fault you know, that this thing happen to you.” He replied with what-the-fucking-hell-are-you-talking-about stare.
“You saved me from the bullies, remember?” the incident replayed in both their mind. They were classmates but never really talked to each other. He was on the way back from school when it happened. She was kicked mercilessly by some boys and he beat the daylight out of them. And they had been bestfriends since then.
“It doesn’t make sense. I helped you and this is how you repay me?”
“I fell for you. No one ever cared for me except you. You treated my wound, sent me home and wait for me every morning so we could go to school together. Until Yuri came into the scene…”
“Still…”
“CAN’T YOU SEE IT’S ALL YOUR FAULT??!! IF ONLY YOU JUST LET THEY BULLIED ME I WON’T FALL FOR YOU AND I WON’T HATE YURI FOR TAKING YOU FROM ME!!”
His words flown away from his mind. Speechless. He didn’t thought it would turn this way. He’s just being considerate…
“I’m sorry Rachel. I didn’t know…”
“I’m not surprised. How you would when Yuri was all over you, every single day. Tell me Kei-chan,” she grinned when he flinched - only Yuri called him that - ,” Before Yuri came into your life, have you ever loved me? Even a bit?”
He bit his lip before looking into her eyes apologetically.
“As expected.”
His butt made contact with the cold floor when she suddenly pushed him. Something warm trickled down his stomach made him realize she had stabbed him. He looked up to her and he knew what waited for him.
“Rachel…”
“Don’t you get it? I’m doing this for you!! You belong with me!! Not him!! And no one will stop me!!”
How I wish I had apologize properly to nii-chan for being a douchebag, how I wish I had admit to Yamachan it’s me who stole his strawberry pocky the last time, how I wish I have more time to live to tell Yuri I love him…
And the world became dark. Cold. Nothing.
The loud ring of his phone woke him up. Yuya-nii. He glanced at the wall clock. It’s 3 am.
“Yuya-nii?”
“Yuri, wake Kota up and come to the hospital right now,” his voice sounded desperate.
“Why? Hospital at this hour? Are you sick?” he asked worriedly. Sniffles could be heard from the other side and Yuri’s heart tingled with uneasiness. He didn’t need to ask because Yuya answered his unspoken question. Slowly, but clear enough.
“He’s gone.” The word gone ringing in his mind, buzzing his neuron. But gathering the last will he had, he woke his brother up. Yuya-nii must be mistaken. He’s not gone. He is hanging out with his friends, playing billiards.
The white cloth was removed, revealing a….
This can’t be happening. I must be dreaming.
“Yuri, please…” Kota pleaded. The doctor who was in charge for Keito’s body bowed before leaving the room. Giving some space for the grieving ones.
“That’s not him. That’s not Keito. The doctor must be mistaken! I want to see the doctor,” he announced, face pale and blank, feet ready to pace towards the door. Except Yuya was fast at pulling him away from the door, into his embrace. And tears fell.
Hey Yuri,
Well, it’s kinda awkward writing this. Wish I could tell this straight to you. But then, I’m the scaredy-cat Keito-kun. There’s too much things I want you to know that I can’t even say any of them.
I never hate you. I never meant to leave you hanging without any answer. You must hate me, but all I do is to protect you. I know I’ll be gone, sooner or later. If you hate me, it’ll be easier to let me go. So, just do.
I love you, you know that? More than anything. Well except for my guitar. Just kidding XD
Live your life to the fullest. Don’t remember me too much. And make sure niichan and Kou-nii get married or something.
The boy who loves you,
Keito
P/S: Tell Hikaru-kun, I will haunt him down if he don’t visit my grave at least once a month XD
I should be hiding from thrown shoes by now XD Fail. A complete and utter fail. Just want to post this before new year because will be busy moving things to new house :)
Comments, critics, hugs, hate, shoes. All are appreciated ~♥♥♥♥