Just random thoughts

Jun 03, 2006 09:56

---------------*NOVEMBER*--------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest women are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because they're one of a kind.
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The greatest women, eh?
I know these things are always a bunch of BS, but sometimes they boost your self confidence. That's probably what I need right now. I feel like I'm trapped in a telephone booth. I'm not exactly sure why.
The rummage sale is going on right now. I wanted to go today, but I didn't 'cause I felt like crap. Like yesterday. I don't know what to think about myself. I hate being sick. It makes me feel weak.
Macbooks are great. That's all I have to say about that.
Perhaps, the most depressing thing is that everyone seems to be happy - at long last. Recently, especially this year, I've always felt left behind and it's held true thus far. I think I'm emotionally retarded. And please someone, regard retarded as a normal word. Because it is.
Hmmm.
I always feel like I have much more to say than this text box can ever hold. That's why I never post. You should see me try to write entries. I write an entry, and when I reread it I disagree, and therefore never post it.
Oh well. This entry doesn't say anything of consequence, thus there's not much to disagree with.
I'll probably delete it later anyway.
I am so strange sometimes!!
:)))

p.s. I just want to say I care. I care so much about my friends. And I consider a lot of people my friends. Just know that. I may not be the most emotionally open person, but don't go committ suicide on me. I love you.
You'll be setting me up to fail my first semester at college anyway. <--- TERRIBLE, TERRIBLE thing to say.
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