a see you later.
this is gonna hurt me to write, because I have a really hard time of letting go....of anything.
All I can ask from you is that you realize that this is your fault. I was good to you, and I am still good to you. Even when you call me adn blame everything on me. Even when your so hateful. You are so mean to me, and why do I stay with you? I used to stay with you because I thought you wanted me back. And that stability and comfort helped me make it day by day. You never used to be this mean.
The thing is, I'm a broken person. I cant help that adn knowing that this is who I am, well, I live with it and overcome it. I need stability. I hate loss, and I AM very emotional. I'm sorry that boys break my heart, but I give everything I have to make it work. I love people unconditionally, yet YOU tell me that this is wrong. You tell me that 'Shit happens, and you gotta move on.' Well, dude, guess what? I am an overemotional and unstable girl that you have already began a relationship with. So, whyyyyy, just stop talking to someone that you have spent every single day with, making a lifestyle out of.
Don't you miss me at all?
I miss you so incredibly much, but God tells me that you're a jerk and can't offer me anything. I am going places in the world and I'm going to make something of myself. Something very worthwhile, and YOU need to realize what is going on. I really don't want you to feel bad. But this is not my fault. I've done everything for you. physically and mentally. That is my fault. You walked away and were mean about it.
You told me that I let everything bother me and that it's my fault. Then, you stopped contacting me. Beginning to ignore me and make that, that!
Now it's my turn to become whole. Not depending on anyone, because people let you down and thats merely human nature. I'm not mad at you. I'm just really really hurt. I wish I weren't. But everyday, I'm becoming better and further away from you.
So I guess this is me letting you go. I love you, so, so much. and I am really going to miss you. I can't eat or sleep. and I've gotta change. I hope you soon realize what has happened. And I hope that I have really and honestly moved on. I love you, Cody.
But I can't do this anymore.
All I can ask from you is that you realize that this is your fault. I was good to you, and I am still good to you. Even when you call me adn blame everything on me. Even when your so hateful. You are so mean to me, and why do I stay with you? I used to stay with you because I thought you wanted me back. And that stability and comfort helped me make it day by day. You never used to be this mean.
The thing is, I'm a broken person. I cant help that adn knowing that this is who I am, well, I live with it and overcome it. I need stability. I hate loss, and I AM very emotional. I'm sorry that boys break my heart, but I give everything I have to make it work. I love people unconditionally, yet YOU tell me that this is wrong. You tell me that 'Shit happens, and you gotta move on.' Well, dude, guess what? I am an overemotional and unstable girl that you have already began a relationship with. So, whyyyyy, just stop talking to someone that you have spent every single day with, making a lifestyle out of.
Don't you miss me at all?
I miss you so incredibly much, but God tells me that you're a jerk and can't offer me anything. I am going places in the world and I'm going to make something of myself. Something very worthwhile, and YOU need to realize what is going on. I really don't want you to feel bad. But this is not my fault. I've done everything for you. physically and mentally. That is my fault. You walked away and were mean about it.
You told me that I let everything bother me and that it's my fault. Then, you stopped contacting me. Beginning to ignore me and make that, that!
Now it's my turn to become whole. Not depending on anyone, because people let you down and thats merely human nature. I'm not mad at you. I'm just really really hurt. I wish I weren't. But everyday, I'm becoming better and further away from you.
So I guess this is me letting you go. I love you, so, so much. and I am really going to miss you. I can't eat or sleep. and I've gotta change. I hope you soon realize what has happened. And I hope that I have really and honestly moved on. I love you, Cody.
But I can't do this anymore.