if this matters
I hate when people when people i care about are mad at me. and my stupid mistakes and thinking i ever had a chance with anyone or ever starting to like anyone caused a huge mess that looks like i cant change. Im sorry for ever liking anyone or ever getting my feelings hurt over something stupid. and i guess it wont matter what i say anymore since its over with and by the looks of it you couldnt care less how i feel or that im trying to make things better. But if it changes anything i didnt mean to make this into a big deal. Just the things i said came out wrong. Im sorry. and i hate this more than anyone can ever know. this is the worst feeling in the world. doesnt even compare to how i felt before.