Single again
As of about 5 minutes ago me and Ben are not long official. I told him that I thought it would be good to step back for the summer and see where we are in three months. A very wise person put it in those words and I thought they worked. He's going to call me when he gets a chance. I feel that this would be better talked about over the phone. I had to do it on AOL. I know it's quite sad and pretty jerky but I couldn't call him and it needed to be said. He said that he had been thinking about it too, the fact that we wouldn't be able to see each other all summer. He said that he never believed the saying that absence makes the heart grow fonder. I'm not sure how I feel about it and I know that I will miss him over the summer but hopefully we can still talk. I just don't know and I think that we need to spend time really getting to know each other more. We'll see how things go when school starts up again.