Apr 08, 2006 00:17
Something terrible happened last night and I don't even know why something this horrible could happen.
My Grandpa passed away. It was his heart. Last year he had a heart attack and had us for a very big scare, but he recovered. Last night, he had another one. Uncle Joe did the best he could, they even brought in the lead Doctor at the bay medical, Dr.Jullian Bashir, but neither Dr. Bashir or my Uncle Joe could save him.
It was only a few days ago when I stopped by to see Grandpa. He was doing so well, he look very well. We had icecream, and he even told me a story that I enjoyed. It was about when Daddy was little and he went on a fishing trip. Daddy was my age and he was so happy that he caught the biggest fish of the day.
The funeral is going to be tomorrow over at Starfleet headquarters. Grandpa was a very well known admiral and a lot of people are going to be there. Daddy asked me if I wanted to go or if I wanted to stay home with the sitter and Ben.
I haven't made up my mind, I don't know if I should go or should stay. I am at a loss right now, my mind is full of unwanted feelings, and my heart hurts so bad. I loved my grandpa very much, and I am going to miss him.
I think my dad is taking it hard. I knew when dad was younger he wasn't that close to Grandpa, but when Voyager returned home, Dad and Grandpa started out fresh and became very close. I think it will take a lot of time before Daddy will feel 100%
Mom is taking it pretty well actually. She is standing by dad and I can tell she is hiding her feelings. I I wish I had her strength and her courage. Because, right now the only thing I want to do is grab Toby, go underneath my bed, and cry.