D:
I'm done caring.
I still love kpop. I still listen to it. I will still follow DBSK and everything they do. I will still support Jaebum and 2PM. But I refuse. To freak out. About it.
Fandom friends, if you still want me to be on your lists, that's fine. I might comment here or there (you might notice that I rarely do). But I probably won't post about Kpop things anymore.
It's no longer worth my time. I'm tired of getting torn up about it. I feel like it's constantly bringing me down instead of just lifting me up. Thus why I've been listening to mostly Gackt and Hyde lately. Because while I care about them, I don't care to the point of hurting.
These past few days talking cosplays and planning things has really been an eye opener. Everytime I talked about kpop after that.... I just felt sad. I think.... I think I realized that I need to cool down my obsessions. I can't be obsessed with everything. I'll break myself if I try. Mentally can't handle it all.
So...... I'm going to enjoy the music.
I still love kpop. I still listen to it. I will still follow DBSK and everything they do. I will still support Jaebum and 2PM. But I refuse. To freak out. About it.
Fandom friends, if you still want me to be on your lists, that's fine. I might comment here or there (you might notice that I rarely do). But I probably won't post about Kpop things anymore.
It's no longer worth my time. I'm tired of getting torn up about it. I feel like it's constantly bringing me down instead of just lifting me up. Thus why I've been listening to mostly Gackt and Hyde lately. Because while I care about them, I don't care to the point of hurting.
These past few days talking cosplays and planning things has really been an eye opener. Everytime I talked about kpop after that.... I just felt sad. I think.... I think I realized that I need to cool down my obsessions. I can't be obsessed with everything. I'll break myself if I try. Mentally can't handle it all.
So...... I'm going to enjoy the music.