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hmmmmm... whata week. It's amazing how things can change... There's so much I have to say to you. Sometimes I worry that if I'm too nice it will drive you away, so I often remain silent though I know that deep down you want to hear what I have to say. So here are a few things. I love you, and that is so easy to say because we have been friends for so long. It is much deeper now. I will never be like those from your past, this is something I can promise. I will not glamorize you and I will not find you amazing for the wrong reasons. I respect and admire you. I will always treat you kindly. And I will understand when you need to get away. I will never judge you. I can only accept you. If you ever do anything to hurt me please know that I understand that you do it out of self doubt. You can not change my opinion of you. I adore you. You are beautiful to me in every way. You will never be second best to anyone. You are wholely unique and I hold you above all others in my heart. I hold no expectations of you. I am your friend first, never forget that. I am honored just to know you in anyway. I miss you..... And I hope these words don't make you too self-conciouss. I just wanted you to know that someone really can love you this much and expect nothing in return. I know that you return these feelings and I thank you. You are wonderful. I love you my dear...