Dec 20, 2004 10:14
somethings
are too good to be true
one day I was happy
and having the time of my life
and then next thing i know
that thing that made me happy takes flight
so now I am alone again
and I have no were to turn
maybe i should just give up
and never search for love
as my turn will never come
no one can take me for very long
i'm just not normal enough
is there no one out there who wants me?
maybe not now
but someday shall i find
a love that will last forever
one that is not, too good to be true
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so, i'm single. . . again. . . and it sucks! so heres what he told me
Nick: I feel that God is leading my life in another direction and that your not "the one" for me. .
and i thought: and were in highschool how could you even think you might find "the one" in highschool there are so many others out there!
although i will admit, he was the best i've ever found and it sucks to be rejected by someone so sweet and loving, but oh well, atleast we are still friends. . . although it may take me a while to be abel to look him in the eyes without crying, but i supose i'll get over it, so theres the news. . . i'm not crying now, so maybe i'll manage to remain strong today *nods* yes I WILL NOT CRY!!