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I would never say that I dont miss it. I'm thankful for everything but whatever that's in place right now, is unfortunate.
Its no more what YOU want but what the world wants you to have. Claiming something, fighting for it, owning it.....thats all quotes that tickle me now. No matter how hard you fight, this is a battle that you will never win, cause you competitor dictates the game and what you're fighting for. Its sad, disheartening and unnecessary in some ways. But if this is how shit is being thrown, then i'll just dodge it and move on.
Memories are worth keeping. And i regret not one bit of it. I have done so much with him. Its slightly incomparable to what I might experience in the future. Cause I believe that the recklessness during that age will not be mirrored when im older. So, im glad for everything. Its so unfortunate though. So very unfortunate. And i know he feels the same. We have no control over this...and i guess tears aren't going to help as well. Just feel a little crazy and in denial at times. I guess its a phase that im not used to.
I shall deal with it....my own way.
so true.
Its no more what YOU want but what the world wants you to have. Claiming something, fighting for it, owning it.....thats all quotes that tickle me now. No matter how hard you fight, this is a battle that you will never win, cause you competitor dictates the game and what you're fighting for. Its sad, disheartening and unnecessary in some ways. But if this is how shit is being thrown, then i'll just dodge it and move on.
Memories are worth keeping. And i regret not one bit of it. I have done so much with him. Its slightly incomparable to what I might experience in the future. Cause I believe that the recklessness during that age will not be mirrored when im older. So, im glad for everything. Its so unfortunate though. So very unfortunate. And i know he feels the same. We have no control over this...and i guess tears aren't going to help as well. Just feel a little crazy and in denial at times. I guess its a phase that im not used to.
I shall deal with it....my own way.
so true.