Dec 18, 2012 15:36
Okay so december has yet to end but i'm already looking back on the year and thinking about what i've learnt from it.
Lets see, well this was the year where relationships turned stronger, whereas some got weaker.
I loved this year cause i feel like i've learnt so much. I've learnt to forgive, most definitely. It was one characteristic of me that I thought i could never administer. But i'm glad i did. I havent met new friends or new people (worth keeping a bond), but i did bump into inspirational people, worth keeping in mind.
Had a great 1st half of the year enjoying my holidays. Went BKK with my bestie. Awesome birthday celebrations from all my friends & family. (really best ever 21st week). Strengthened bonds with my family. Salvaged some friendships. Lost some relatives. Sister's engagement. sister's wedding. Aunt coming down for the wedding. (some of the key things of this year).
I feel so close to my sister. I know i would not be the person I am without her, so im so happy we did have the time to get closer.
This year was filled with a dash of tears but a whole lot of laughter and joy. No matter what, at the end of the year, i know who are my true friends, my family, and i kind of discovered myself.
I started the year feeling very motivated, but along the way I kind of lost myself. I lost the motivation to study and to even attend classes at times. I need the drive, the push. I secretly despise my timetable, but theres no excuse. I should get myself together and just study and make my last year a productive one.
I want to make history so ive gotta get my game together. (; i've got my mom in hand to support in time to come, goals to acheive, dream to fufil. I cant wait for all that.
I dont know if i've mentioned this but my biggest dream in life would be to send my mother on an all expense paid trip to view the 8wonders of the world. Every single effort i take, is going towards that. As for a personal goal, that shall not be disclosed. Sky isnt the limit, the universe is. So i'm taking all i have and aiming for the universe.
So thankful to be alive and breathing. For all the friends i have. Thanks fer, so very much for being there in every step of the way. I guess she is one of the few people who i feel so comfortable with. I could never put a price on our friendship. When i felt pretty low, she was there making sure i would be alright. When i cried under my covers, she was there to make sure that I got through it. I couldn't thank her enough for her presence. Sometimes when we feel shitty about ourselves or maybe when something unfortunate happens, I always try to remind myself that i'm so fortunate to have the life that i have right now.
I really feel for people in parts of the world where hydrolic wars are taking place, natural disasters wrecking people's homes. babies dying from malnutrion, shootings taking place on streets. Its all so sad to hear. And im thankful to be here with people so dear to me right by my side. love everyone. 2013 is going to great, i cant wait for it. Count down, vacations, graduation, more vacations, work, learning. its all gg to be fucking awesome.