May 28, 2009 01:02
Okay, I'm going down to Connecticut for this party I've been planning with Mike for a while (a brilliant idea for a party too, red dragon inn where people bring cocktails that correspond to the particular drinks of the game!).
I've been pretty excited because I wanted to do it for ages and I like his friends in CT and I like getting to hang out with Mike. Except now two of his friends from high school are going and I don't mind because they're pretty cool, it's just...now I'm a little disappointed? I feel bad and stupid about it (which is why I'm writing abut it in my LJ, gotta get it out of my system in a harmless environment).
I've really been looking forward to this party, Mike and I were going to come up with a bunch of fun drinks together an I was going to get to bake a fancy cake for people. Plus, when Mike and I get together it's really relaxed because we know each other so well. Now the whole weekend is going to be weird because the two friends are staying in Mike's apartment, so someone is going to have to be entertaining them at all times, which means either we won't get to do the cooking/cocktail making I had hoped for, or (more likely) I'll have to do it all by myself while Mike hangs out with his other friends. The worst part is that while they're super nice people, I have to be on "good behavior" around them, because they're not exactly as geek-friendly as my friends. Once again, I LIKE them, but it's hard to spend an entire weekend acting like someone you're not.
ugh, whatever, I'm sure it'll be okay.
Feel slightly better not that I ranted.