This pollution from you. ( part 1 of 6)
Yaoi
NC 17
by CHICHI333
Henry - Tae Bin feat. Se7en
-Waddup !
-Hi ...
-I watched you performing ... your violin 's skills are sick !
-Kamsami ... da ... , Henry answers a little bit embarrassed by his poor korean.
- Do you speak english ? The guy with blond hairs asked. His english was totally fluent.
-Yes , I do !
-Me too ... well, I'm from USA . What's your name ?
-Henry !
-Henry ... is your real name ?
-My canadian name.
-I see ... you can call me Danny. My korean name is Tae Bin.
-It feels good to have someone to speak to ... in English.
-Same here. Tae Bin agree.
-It's late I should go now ...
-Do you have any plans tonight ?
-Me ? well ... not really ... the others want to go Karaoke but ... I'm not in the mood.
-You can come and chill with me if you want ...
-At your place ?
-Yeah ... I have a condow ... not to far from here
-Ok ... I'm just gonna let them know.
-Sure ! Meet me on the parking when u'll ready to bounce. Tae bin said walking away.
'' I just met him ... is it a good idea ? '' Henry thought. But for some reason , he wanted to follow the blond singer. ''
Later at his place , they watched some movies , listen music and talk alot.
-You have alot of Usher 's cds.
-Yeah ... I'm a fan. I met him once.
-Really ? Henry asks all exciting and shocked.
-He came in Korea 2 years ago. I met him backstage.
-Wow ! What did he says to you ?
-We talked about music ... he's a nice guy. Pretty down to earth too.
-You're so lucky. who else have you met ?
-Hum ... Ne-yo , Ciara , Amerie who is a friend ... J.lo ... many others ...
-Who was the worse one ?
-Hum ... I would say P.diddy Puffy puff Sean Di Comb something ... I don't even know how to call him anymore.
Henry couldn't stop laughing.
'' He's really demanding , arrogant and cannot go anywher ewithout his entourage ... he came here and made a ig scene 'cos the flowers in the backstage didn't match with his shoes.''
-Wow ! he's a reall diva then !
-You can say that ... tell me Henry , were you not scared to come in Korea ?
-Yes but ... a real man should know when to take chance.
-I agree. How do you like it so far ?
- it 's Harder than I thought it 'll be. Henry answered with a smile.
-Really ?
-yes ... but , i'll be okay ...
-If you need anything ... just let me know ...
-Thank you !
THey both kept the silence for a while, Henry looked sundely a little bit unconfortable. Tae Bin notices it.
-Kentcha na yo ?
-Actually ... I came here because I needed to be far from Toronto for a while ...
-What do you mean ?
-It's just this guy I was dating ... my ex he ... kind of loves me too much ... it becames complicated because ... sometimes he thought I didn't love him enough ... it was just ... too much ...
-Have you broke up with him ?
-Yes !
-So u broke up 'cos he loved you too much ?
-Not just that ... the fact that he was so into him ... made him do things ...
-What do you mean ?
-Nothing ! Henry said . He suddenly stood up and walk away in the other room which was the kitchen. Tae Bin follow him.
-Wait ... Sorry if I said something stupid ...
-No ... No ... you didn't ...
-I'm just trying to understand ...
-It's okay ! Nevermind ...
-Henry ... what 's wrong ... you can trust me . He says with a really sweet voice.
Henry , without looking at the other in the eyes , slowly , removes a part of his sweater. Tae bin was looking at him , without having an idea of what he was trying to tell him.
His skin was pale and on his naked shoulder , Tae bin saw a bruise. A huge purple bruise.
-What ... what is that ? Henry ...
-He used to ... beat me ... up ... when he got mad ...
-What a fuck ! How long did you stayed with him ?
Henry didn't answer. He just wears back his sweater in silent. For some reasons, his heart was racing.
-Henry ... Have you told someone ?
-No ! I couldn't ... he could face the jail for that ... you know how american system works.
-Yes ... but , he didn't do that only once right ?
-It doesn't matter ... it was just his way of ... loving me.
-How can you make excuse for him ?
-I'm not , I 'm just ... I was in love ... I thought I could help him ...
-Henry ... he used to beat you all the time ?
It tooks him a couples of seconds before he answers :
'' Yes ! ''
-For how long have you been with him ?
- For ... 2 years ...
- 2 years ... you endured that for ... 2 years ?
The blond man couldn't believe that. He was speechless. HE just felt that he wanted to punch to death this guy , how could he hurts Henry like that ? Henry who was so pretty , nice, talented ...
-Danny ... please, don't tell anybody . It's the past and I'm trying to get over him ... it's not easy for me ...
-I can imagine ... you can trust me . But does he knows you're here ?
-Probably ...
-Is he korean ?
-Yes !
-What is his name ?
-Mike Park.
-How old ?
-It doesn't matter ... why do you need to know that ?
-If he loves you the way you're telling me ... he 'll come here.
-No ...
-he will ... and I can't protect you if I don't know who I'm going against .
He stops speaking , himself surprised by his words.
-What ... do you mean by protecting me ?
-Do you really think that I'll let him touch you again ? This bruise ... if it was on your head you could have died ... and I'm pretty sure it's not the only one on your body. I can't let him touch you again ... I just can't.
Henry felt so touch by Tae bin 's words.
-Do you really mean it ?
-I do.
-You just met me ... you don't have to get involved and ... he'll not come here.
-Henry ... I don't want to be the guy who will regret that he wished he could have done something when he could.
Yes I just met you , we don't really know each other. But if you told me your secret ... maybe deep inside you ,
you knew I could helped you ... I swear on my life , I'll not let him or anybody else hurting you again ... please believe me.
He said that coming closer to the other boy. Henry felt so good. He trusted him.
-Thanx you ... I don't know what to say ... thanx you ...
Tae Bin caressed his face :
-i'll try my best to protect you and I'll keep your secret. He said smiling at him.
Henry find him so cute ... and attractive at this moment.
'' How cute is that ! ''
This voice ... it was a boy . He was staring at them . His voice sound a little bit mad.
Tae bin turns to face him and removes his hand from Henry's face :
-Hey ! i didn't expect you to be there ...
-What ? you're not happy to see me ? you're to busy maybe ...
-No, No ... it's okay ... Henry ... this is Se7en ...
-Se7en ? Oh !
Henry heards alot about him , but never saw what he looks like.
-Yes ! I am Se7en ... and you are ? He asked it in mandarin to Henry.
''He knows I'm chinese? '' Henry thoughts before answering.
- I'm Henry.
-Well ... I'm leaving !
-Why ? Tae bin asks him.
-I just wanted to pick up the stuff I left here last time.
'' Wait for me here !'' Tae Bin said before following Se7en in the bedroom.
Henry sat on a chair. His back was hurting him , from another bruise he has. Every nights , he was always the last one or the first one
to go to the bathroom. he didn't want the others to see his body.
He sight . waiting for the other , he heards his phone ringing. He answers.
''Allo ? ''.
no answers on the other side.
''allo ... who is it ? '' .
He heards someoen breathing. '' I hate those kind of joke.'' He hangs up.
........................
In the bedroom , tae was looking at Se7en packing some books and CDs.
-are you mad ?
-You have a new lover ... how should I feel ?
-He's not my new lover ... just a friend.
-sure !
-are you jealous ?
-Just dissapointed ...
-If I remember , you're the one who decided to ... take a break. You suggested ...
-Yes I did ... but taking a break doesn't mean sleeping with strangers.
-He's not a stranger ... yes I just met him but ... listen ... it seems to me that you don't want to be with me.
-tae bin ... how can you say that ?
-Sorry but ... that the impression you're giving me ...
-are you trying to hurt me ?
-what ? No ! ... I just want to understand ...
-If you want to break up , just say it ... it'll be easier.
-i don't ... why are you doing that ? you know my feelings for you ... you know that I love you more than anything ...
-I wish ... you were sincere with me .
-but ... I am ... I love you .
Tae bin kiss him , he respond to it , his arms around the tall boy 's neck.
-i should go now ..., Se7en whispers.
-Please ... stay ...
- No ... I'm meeting someone ...
-Now ? But ... it's so late ... who is it ?
-You don't know him. Bye !
He left , leaving Tae Bin more confused and lost than ever.
When he went back in the kitchen , Henry wasn't there, he finds him in the living room , sleeping on the sofa.
In silent , he lifted him and brought him in his room.
''I should change his clothes ...it so humide here.'' . He start to remove Henry's shirt , trying his best to not wake him up.
His eyes got sunddely caught by something. Many bruises on the chinese boy's skin. Some look older and others , recent.
Nervously , he bites his lips. After dressing him up with one of his shirt , he went to the balcony and start to smoke.
'' so weird ... his ex must be nutts ... how can he hurts him that bad ? why ? Why hurting the person you love the most ?''
He thoughts looking at wrist. They were covering by small scars ... some littles circles.
'' I sometimes hurt myself but ... I'll never hurt Se7en , so how come ? ''
Later , he went in teh bathroom to brush his teeth. When he finish , he lies against the wall and start to think , a knife in his hands.
'' Se7en ... i wish I could make you happy ... sometimes I feel like I don't deserve you ... you make me feel like that sometimes
... I don't know what I should do ... even when I tell you that I love you ... you keep avoiding me ... why ? Why can't you love me
the way I love you ? ''
He could feel the metal against his skin , the sensation wa sso ... intense and weird ... he felt the pain ... and then nothing.
It was good and painful as the same time. he felt relieve for a couple of minutes.
His skin was wet and he could see the drops falling in silent in the bathtub.
'' Tae Bin ... what are you doing ? ''.
The blond guy jumps off when he heards Henry's voice.
''You're bleeding ... what ...''
With a sad smile on his lips , tae Bin answers :
'' I guess ... we both have something to hide.''
NC 17
by CHICHI333
Henry - Tae Bin feat. Se7en
-Waddup !
-Hi ...
-I watched you performing ... your violin 's skills are sick !
-Kamsami ... da ... , Henry answers a little bit embarrassed by his poor korean.
- Do you speak english ? The guy with blond hairs asked. His english was totally fluent.
-Yes , I do !
-Me too ... well, I'm from USA . What's your name ?
-Henry !
-Henry ... is your real name ?
-My canadian name.
-I see ... you can call me Danny. My korean name is Tae Bin.
-It feels good to have someone to speak to ... in English.
-Same here. Tae Bin agree.
-It's late I should go now ...
-Do you have any plans tonight ?
-Me ? well ... not really ... the others want to go Karaoke but ... I'm not in the mood.
-You can come and chill with me if you want ...
-At your place ?
-Yeah ... I have a condow ... not to far from here
-Ok ... I'm just gonna let them know.
-Sure ! Meet me on the parking when u'll ready to bounce. Tae bin said walking away.
'' I just met him ... is it a good idea ? '' Henry thought. But for some reason , he wanted to follow the blond singer. ''
Later at his place , they watched some movies , listen music and talk alot.
-You have alot of Usher 's cds.
-Yeah ... I'm a fan. I met him once.
-Really ? Henry asks all exciting and shocked.
-He came in Korea 2 years ago. I met him backstage.
-Wow ! What did he says to you ?
-We talked about music ... he's a nice guy. Pretty down to earth too.
-You're so lucky. who else have you met ?
-Hum ... Ne-yo , Ciara , Amerie who is a friend ... J.lo ... many others ...
-Who was the worse one ?
-Hum ... I would say P.diddy Puffy puff Sean Di Comb something ... I don't even know how to call him anymore.
Henry couldn't stop laughing.
'' He's really demanding , arrogant and cannot go anywher ewithout his entourage ... he came here and made a ig scene 'cos the flowers in the backstage didn't match with his shoes.''
-Wow ! he's a reall diva then !
-You can say that ... tell me Henry , were you not scared to come in Korea ?
-Yes but ... a real man should know when to take chance.
-I agree. How do you like it so far ?
- it 's Harder than I thought it 'll be. Henry answered with a smile.
-Really ?
-yes ... but , i'll be okay ...
-If you need anything ... just let me know ...
-Thank you !
THey both kept the silence for a while, Henry looked sundely a little bit unconfortable. Tae Bin notices it.
-Kentcha na yo ?
-Actually ... I came here because I needed to be far from Toronto for a while ...
-What do you mean ?
-It's just this guy I was dating ... my ex he ... kind of loves me too much ... it becames complicated because ... sometimes he thought I didn't love him enough ... it was just ... too much ...
-Have you broke up with him ?
-Yes !
-So u broke up 'cos he loved you too much ?
-Not just that ... the fact that he was so into him ... made him do things ...
-What do you mean ?
-Nothing ! Henry said . He suddenly stood up and walk away in the other room which was the kitchen. Tae Bin follow him.
-Wait ... Sorry if I said something stupid ...
-No ... No ... you didn't ...
-I'm just trying to understand ...
-It's okay ! Nevermind ...
-Henry ... what 's wrong ... you can trust me . He says with a really sweet voice.
Henry , without looking at the other in the eyes , slowly , removes a part of his sweater. Tae bin was looking at him , without having an idea of what he was trying to tell him.
His skin was pale and on his naked shoulder , Tae bin saw a bruise. A huge purple bruise.
-What ... what is that ? Henry ...
-He used to ... beat me ... up ... when he got mad ...
-What a fuck ! How long did you stayed with him ?
Henry didn't answer. He just wears back his sweater in silent. For some reasons, his heart was racing.
-Henry ... Have you told someone ?
-No ! I couldn't ... he could face the jail for that ... you know how american system works.
-Yes ... but , he didn't do that only once right ?
-It doesn't matter ... it was just his way of ... loving me.
-How can you make excuse for him ?
-I'm not , I 'm just ... I was in love ... I thought I could help him ...
-Henry ... he used to beat you all the time ?
It tooks him a couples of seconds before he answers :
'' Yes ! ''
-For how long have you been with him ?
- For ... 2 years ...
- 2 years ... you endured that for ... 2 years ?
The blond man couldn't believe that. He was speechless. HE just felt that he wanted to punch to death this guy , how could he hurts Henry like that ? Henry who was so pretty , nice, talented ...
-Danny ... please, don't tell anybody . It's the past and I'm trying to get over him ... it's not easy for me ...
-I can imagine ... you can trust me . But does he knows you're here ?
-Probably ...
-Is he korean ?
-Yes !
-What is his name ?
-Mike Park.
-How old ?
-It doesn't matter ... why do you need to know that ?
-If he loves you the way you're telling me ... he 'll come here.
-No ...
-he will ... and I can't protect you if I don't know who I'm going against .
He stops speaking , himself surprised by his words.
-What ... do you mean by protecting me ?
-Do you really think that I'll let him touch you again ? This bruise ... if it was on your head you could have died ... and I'm pretty sure it's not the only one on your body. I can't let him touch you again ... I just can't.
Henry felt so touch by Tae bin 's words.
-Do you really mean it ?
-I do.
-You just met me ... you don't have to get involved and ... he'll not come here.
-Henry ... I don't want to be the guy who will regret that he wished he could have done something when he could.
Yes I just met you , we don't really know each other. But if you told me your secret ... maybe deep inside you ,
you knew I could helped you ... I swear on my life , I'll not let him or anybody else hurting you again ... please believe me.
He said that coming closer to the other boy. Henry felt so good. He trusted him.
-Thanx you ... I don't know what to say ... thanx you ...
Tae Bin caressed his face :
-i'll try my best to protect you and I'll keep your secret. He said smiling at him.
Henry find him so cute ... and attractive at this moment.
'' How cute is that ! ''
This voice ... it was a boy . He was staring at them . His voice sound a little bit mad.
Tae bin turns to face him and removes his hand from Henry's face :
-Hey ! i didn't expect you to be there ...
-What ? you're not happy to see me ? you're to busy maybe ...
-No, No ... it's okay ... Henry ... this is Se7en ...
-Se7en ? Oh !
Henry heards alot about him , but never saw what he looks like.
-Yes ! I am Se7en ... and you are ? He asked it in mandarin to Henry.
''He knows I'm chinese? '' Henry thoughts before answering.
- I'm Henry.
-Well ... I'm leaving !
-Why ? Tae bin asks him.
-I just wanted to pick up the stuff I left here last time.
'' Wait for me here !'' Tae Bin said before following Se7en in the bedroom.
Henry sat on a chair. His back was hurting him , from another bruise he has. Every nights , he was always the last one or the first one
to go to the bathroom. he didn't want the others to see his body.
He sight . waiting for the other , he heards his phone ringing. He answers.
''Allo ? ''.
no answers on the other side.
''allo ... who is it ? '' .
He heards someoen breathing. '' I hate those kind of joke.'' He hangs up.
........................
In the bedroom , tae was looking at Se7en packing some books and CDs.
-are you mad ?
-You have a new lover ... how should I feel ?
-He's not my new lover ... just a friend.
-sure !
-are you jealous ?
-Just dissapointed ...
-If I remember , you're the one who decided to ... take a break. You suggested ...
-Yes I did ... but taking a break doesn't mean sleeping with strangers.
-He's not a stranger ... yes I just met him but ... listen ... it seems to me that you don't want to be with me.
-tae bin ... how can you say that ?
-Sorry but ... that the impression you're giving me ...
-are you trying to hurt me ?
-what ? No ! ... I just want to understand ...
-If you want to break up , just say it ... it'll be easier.
-i don't ... why are you doing that ? you know my feelings for you ... you know that I love you more than anything ...
-I wish ... you were sincere with me .
-but ... I am ... I love you .
Tae bin kiss him , he respond to it , his arms around the tall boy 's neck.
-i should go now ..., Se7en whispers.
-Please ... stay ...
- No ... I'm meeting someone ...
-Now ? But ... it's so late ... who is it ?
-You don't know him. Bye !
He left , leaving Tae Bin more confused and lost than ever.
When he went back in the kitchen , Henry wasn't there, he finds him in the living room , sleeping on the sofa.
In silent , he lifted him and brought him in his room.
''I should change his clothes ...it so humide here.'' . He start to remove Henry's shirt , trying his best to not wake him up.
His eyes got sunddely caught by something. Many bruises on the chinese boy's skin. Some look older and others , recent.
Nervously , he bites his lips. After dressing him up with one of his shirt , he went to the balcony and start to smoke.
'' so weird ... his ex must be nutts ... how can he hurts him that bad ? why ? Why hurting the person you love the most ?''
He thoughts looking at wrist. They were covering by small scars ... some littles circles.
'' I sometimes hurt myself but ... I'll never hurt Se7en , so how come ? ''
Later , he went in teh bathroom to brush his teeth. When he finish , he lies against the wall and start to think , a knife in his hands.
'' Se7en ... i wish I could make you happy ... sometimes I feel like I don't deserve you ... you make me feel like that sometimes
... I don't know what I should do ... even when I tell you that I love you ... you keep avoiding me ... why ? Why can't you love me
the way I love you ? ''
He could feel the metal against his skin , the sensation wa sso ... intense and weird ... he felt the pain ... and then nothing.
It was good and painful as the same time. he felt relieve for a couple of minutes.
His skin was wet and he could see the drops falling in silent in the bathtub.
'' Tae Bin ... what are you doing ? ''.
The blond guy jumps off when he heards Henry's voice.
''You're bleeding ... what ...''
With a sad smile on his lips , tae Bin answers :
'' I guess ... we both have something to hide.''