B.Ú.É.K! - Happy New Year!
B.Ú.É.K!
Happy New Year to Everyone!
I hope you have a fantastic last day of the year of 2009! Spend it with your loved ones, party, have fun, enjoy it while it last! And embrace the new year wholeheartedly with a glass of champagne and a big smile on your faces!
Unlike me... I hate this time of the year! I'm sitting home alone - like almost every year while others are partying and having fun - watching crappy shows on tv (because what else can I do?) and trying to find something I did in this year, something I'm proud of, something that last. Usually I find nothing, my personal life is practically nonexistent because I'm a workaholic idiot who have no time for friends or a relationship (not that somebody could love a moody, oversized bitch like me) and even in my work I'm not eminent. So I hate new years eve with all my bits and pieces, like this is the fleeting years last attempt to smile and say 'Fuck you, you loser!' to my face every year. And it's depressing that if I look back it's right and despite all my efforts to year to year I can't change it. Apologize to anyone who read this, I shut up with the selfloathing for now...