I've got nothing to give you, you see
Except everything. everything. everything. everything. all the good. and the bad.
Sitting here on my lunch break in my huge backyard while the sun heats my soul and the music hugs me. Makes me want to sing at the top of my lungs. but then i remember the neighbors. they're also responsible for me wearing clothes during this whole process. You know how i love nudity.
I don't remember falling asleep last night, I just remember waking up at 6am dressed and ready to go nowhere, with all the lights still on . Good job Mia, another night where I passed out. Oh well, more sleep=happier mia i think. Although I mostly rely on Rockstars for my happiness as it is.
I took a hike with my co-workers yesterday. They're nice girls, and the hike was enjoyable, so I think I'll start doing that more....of course I skipped class to accomodate this hike...so maybe I won't do it more. You win some, you lose some.
I wish it was always this gorgeous in Santa Cruz. I wish every day I could talk with the sun, and each night with the stars. I wish I had more hours in each day.
I also wish I was better at talking with actual people, not just the sun and stars. Self expression is the hardest thing for me, and I don't know how to fix it. Baby steps I guess. Where do I even start? I can tell you I miss you. and that's about it.
I miss you. And, really I just wish there were more hours in each day so I could make time for you. and you. and you.
I want to sing so badly. Open mics are around the corner. I should go practice in my room, but then I forfeit my sun, and I love her so. I'll sing after work/before rainbow. while i take a shower 'cause tonight's photo night for Rainbow. I LOVE RAINBOW, but i suppose the awkward part will always remain. I messed up and burned bridges with folks, now it's my time to eat it. sorry for being a douchebag. My lunch is about over, so it's actually time for me to eat my orange. ORANGE!? YES more orange. and i'm again wearing orange. my skin's becomming orange-ish from the sun. well, no, that's really more brown. like my armpits. enough info? yeah. Maybe tonight is blunt night. I think so. AND I NEED LOTS OF HUGS SO GIMME THEM!!!!!!!!!!!
Life is becoming repetitive.
if you hadn't noticed.
<3
Sitting here on my lunch break in my huge backyard while the sun heats my soul and the music hugs me. Makes me want to sing at the top of my lungs. but then i remember the neighbors. they're also responsible for me wearing clothes during this whole process. You know how i love nudity.
I don't remember falling asleep last night, I just remember waking up at 6am dressed and ready to go nowhere, with all the lights still on . Good job Mia, another night where I passed out. Oh well, more sleep=happier mia i think. Although I mostly rely on Rockstars for my happiness as it is.
I took a hike with my co-workers yesterday. They're nice girls, and the hike was enjoyable, so I think I'll start doing that more....of course I skipped class to accomodate this hike...so maybe I won't do it more. You win some, you lose some.
I wish it was always this gorgeous in Santa Cruz. I wish every day I could talk with the sun, and each night with the stars. I wish I had more hours in each day.
I also wish I was better at talking with actual people, not just the sun and stars. Self expression is the hardest thing for me, and I don't know how to fix it. Baby steps I guess. Where do I even start? I can tell you I miss you. and that's about it.
I miss you. And, really I just wish there were more hours in each day so I could make time for you. and you. and you.
I want to sing so badly. Open mics are around the corner. I should go practice in my room, but then I forfeit my sun, and I love her so. I'll sing after work/before rainbow. while i take a shower 'cause tonight's photo night for Rainbow. I LOVE RAINBOW, but i suppose the awkward part will always remain. I messed up and burned bridges with folks, now it's my time to eat it. sorry for being a douchebag. My lunch is about over, so it's actually time for me to eat my orange. ORANGE!? YES more orange. and i'm again wearing orange. my skin's becomming orange-ish from the sun. well, no, that's really more brown. like my armpits. enough info? yeah. Maybe tonight is blunt night. I think so. AND I NEED LOTS OF HUGS SO GIMME THEM!!!!!!!!!!!
Life is becoming repetitive.
if you hadn't noticed.
<3