Oh whatever will I do with myself.
Ohai.
Been quite awhile since I've posted anything because quite frankly too much shit goes on in a day for me to remember it all, and I guess also I've gotten bad at putting my thoughts into words. Granted, I can still give advice, but there's something about talking about my shit that is just hard for me to do. I have a few things I've been wanting to get off my chest for awhile now, not even quite sure who reads this anymore. Wall of text GO!
First of all, I suppose I've been thinking about my ex quite a bit lately. I wonder how she's doing over in California. I hope she's doing well, and a part of me wishes I had never broken up with her so she could be happy with the other guy, and a part of me is glad I did. Neither of us would be where we are now if it never happened and I'm glad I moved up here to Orlando. I think I've gained a lot of trust from my boss and his father, and for that I'm just so thankful.
Secondly, I dunno... there is something about the place we moved to that has calmed me down so much. There was something about the first month or so when we first got here being able to smell the orange groves from down the road that just seemed unreal at the time. Or how much trees and grass there is up here, or the beautiful state park not too far from where I live. It's like I was meant to be here, be able to go to work everyday, make cuban coffee, open up my bay door and watch the sunrise over a lake EVERYDAY!
Thirdly, and most likely the last thing I'll be talking about. There's this girl. I know what you're all thinking "Uh oh. Here we go again." I don't think LJ would let me post as much as I want to say about her. She lives in Canada, which is really depressing me knowing it's going to be a pain to even think about her visiting orz I knowwwwwwww go die if you're going to tell me anything other than what I want to hear, because odds are I've told myself already. I can't stop thinking about this girl, I don't think one minute passes by where I don't think about her for at least 1 second. I've never felt this way about anyone, and it pisses me off that we can't be together..... yet. >.>
I feel like it's the right thing to do, in an odd way.
Humbug.
That is all.
Been quite awhile since I've posted anything because quite frankly too much shit goes on in a day for me to remember it all, and I guess also I've gotten bad at putting my thoughts into words. Granted, I can still give advice, but there's something about talking about my shit that is just hard for me to do. I have a few things I've been wanting to get off my chest for awhile now, not even quite sure who reads this anymore. Wall of text GO!
First of all, I suppose I've been thinking about my ex quite a bit lately. I wonder how she's doing over in California. I hope she's doing well, and a part of me wishes I had never broken up with her so she could be happy with the other guy, and a part of me is glad I did. Neither of us would be where we are now if it never happened and I'm glad I moved up here to Orlando. I think I've gained a lot of trust from my boss and his father, and for that I'm just so thankful.
Secondly, I dunno... there is something about the place we moved to that has calmed me down so much. There was something about the first month or so when we first got here being able to smell the orange groves from down the road that just seemed unreal at the time. Or how much trees and grass there is up here, or the beautiful state park not too far from where I live. It's like I was meant to be here, be able to go to work everyday, make cuban coffee, open up my bay door and watch the sunrise over a lake EVERYDAY!
Thirdly, and most likely the last thing I'll be talking about. There's this girl. I know what you're all thinking "Uh oh. Here we go again." I don't think LJ would let me post as much as I want to say about her. She lives in Canada, which is really depressing me knowing it's going to be a pain to even think about her visiting orz I knowwwwwwww go die if you're going to tell me anything other than what I want to hear, because odds are I've told myself already. I can't stop thinking about this girl, I don't think one minute passes by where I don't think about her for at least 1 second. I've never felt this way about anyone, and it pisses me off that we can't be together..... yet. >.>
I feel like it's the right thing to do, in an odd way.
Humbug.
That is all.