duhrrr
this insomnia crap is really getting ridiculous. if its not one
thing its another, right? today was a pretty good day. the
three of us, andrew, donovan, and i, spent the night at
andrew's mother's house last night, and stayed there for most
of the day today. i love going over there so much, it is such
a refreshing break from this chaotic household here at home.
i swear this place makes me crazier than i really am. after we
got home andrew and i went over to the other andrew's
house for a little cookout, and then to christian street for a
meeting. sometimes city meetings really do it for me. tonight
it the meeting i really felt like i was in recovery. its been a
while since i've listened to someone speak and actually got
little chills, and felt at peace. i loved it. hopefully i'll be able
to get to more city meetings.
the rest of the weekend will probably be a little rough. tomorrow
evening is charlie's father's viewing, and sunday is the service.
im worried i dont have anything to wear, and im fucking broke
as hell. its important that i look presentable at both, but i dont
need to get as dressy at the viewing as the funeral. and this is
what im most worried about. i dont think i own any other
bottoms rather than jeans and sweats that actually fit me. i wore
nice jeans to my grandfather's viewing in february, and i couldn't
make it to the funeral, and the last time i had to get dressed up
before that was before i was pregnant.. and i am certainly no
longer a size 7, or anywhere near that. so im kinda in a
predicament because it means a lot to me to pay my respects to
charlie and his father, i really want to be there for charlie and i
dont want to seem at all disrespectful. but yeah, it should be a
pretty rough weekend, a sad one to say the least.
ooooh omg i finally feel like i might be able to pass out.
bedtime. lata hata.. lol
thing its another, right? today was a pretty good day. the
three of us, andrew, donovan, and i, spent the night at
andrew's mother's house last night, and stayed there for most
of the day today. i love going over there so much, it is such
a refreshing break from this chaotic household here at home.
i swear this place makes me crazier than i really am. after we
got home andrew and i went over to the other andrew's
house for a little cookout, and then to christian street for a
meeting. sometimes city meetings really do it for me. tonight
it the meeting i really felt like i was in recovery. its been a
while since i've listened to someone speak and actually got
little chills, and felt at peace. i loved it. hopefully i'll be able
to get to more city meetings.
the rest of the weekend will probably be a little rough. tomorrow
evening is charlie's father's viewing, and sunday is the service.
im worried i dont have anything to wear, and im fucking broke
as hell. its important that i look presentable at both, but i dont
need to get as dressy at the viewing as the funeral. and this is
what im most worried about. i dont think i own any other
bottoms rather than jeans and sweats that actually fit me. i wore
nice jeans to my grandfather's viewing in february, and i couldn't
make it to the funeral, and the last time i had to get dressed up
before that was before i was pregnant.. and i am certainly no
longer a size 7, or anywhere near that. so im kinda in a
predicament because it means a lot to me to pay my respects to
charlie and his father, i really want to be there for charlie and i
dont want to seem at all disrespectful. but yeah, it should be a
pretty rough weekend, a sad one to say the least.
ooooh omg i finally feel like i might be able to pass out.
bedtime. lata hata.. lol