FST: Black Jewels Trilogy: These Castles and Dreams
Medium: Book
Fandom: Black Jewels Trilogy
Subject: Wilhelmina Benedict
Title: These Castles and Dreams
Notes: Requested by sakru_909 - by necessity, largely pseudocanon of my own. I see Wilhelmina as someone who is a lot stronger than she knows, but who tries very hard, constantly, to please everyone and puts herself dead last, after making everyone else happy. This makes her a very lonely, unhappy person. But she's sweet and good-natured, and tends to like more people than she dislikes.
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The Last Snowfall - Vienna Teng
If this were the last snowfall
No more halos on evergreen
If this were the last glimpse of winter
What would these eyes see?
Exodus - Evanescence
My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams
20 bucks should get me through the week
Never said a word of discontentment
Fought it a thousand times but now
I'm leaving home
Whatever You Want - Vienna Teng
Never a real moment together but she understands: you're an important man.
Another late night. don't know if you're coming home or when. she's alone again.
But she goes on curating your domestic museum. she disappears in her loyalty.
She is a dress wearing a face in the doorway, opening her arms out to you
My Medea - Vienna Teng
Inside the labyrinth walls
There lies a tiny child who sleeps alone
And as the daylight falls
The wind becomes so wild across the stone
Nocturne in E flat major - Chopin
[instrumental]
White Rose - Heather Dale
White rose: queen of the summer,
White rose: queen of the fall,
White rose: the new guard will follow,
White rose: the old guard will fall.
Shalott - Emilie Autumn
She says, "How long can I live this way
Is there someone I can pay to let me go
'Cause I'm half sick of shadows
I want to see the sky
Everyone else can watch as the sun goes down
So why can't I
Anna Rose - Vienna Teng
Anna Rose it makes my heart smile
To know you give love so freely
Anna Rose it makes it worthwhile
Your love makes me see things so clearly
How it grows heaven knows
Anna Rose sleep well tonight
Hello - Evanescence
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry
Carrying You - Joe Hisaishi
[translation]
Father left me his burning desire.
Mother gave me her eyes.
The earth turns, hiding you.
Shining eyes, twinkling lights.
The earth turns, carrying you,
carrying us both who'll surely meet
The Swan - Clement Saint-Saens
[instrumental]
Castles and Dreams - Blackmore's Night
And the rains come down
And the stars fell from the sky
Oh, how dark the night...
It always seems those castles and dreams
Fade with the morning light
Elegy - Leaves Eyes
Teardrop on a fragile eyelash
She's looking like a dream
Hoping for some understanding
And answer or at least
Cunning word a single sentence
To restore her heart
Aching since the day I left her
Crossing lonely seas
Fairytale - Ludovico Einaudi
[instrumental]
Good Enough - Evanescence
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
Anastasia - Voltaire
I kept your room just as you left it
There's not a toy out of place
Just in case the fates are kind and you come back someday
I don't want to live without my little Anastasia
Fandom: Black Jewels Trilogy
Subject: Wilhelmina Benedict
Title: These Castles and Dreams
Notes: Requested by sakru_909 - by necessity, largely pseudocanon of my own. I see Wilhelmina as someone who is a lot stronger than she knows, but who tries very hard, constantly, to please everyone and puts herself dead last, after making everyone else happy. This makes her a very lonely, unhappy person. But she's sweet and good-natured, and tends to like more people than she dislikes.
DOWNLOAD .ZIP HERE
The Last Snowfall - Vienna Teng
If this were the last snowfall
No more halos on evergreen
If this were the last glimpse of winter
What would these eyes see?
Exodus - Evanescence
My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams
20 bucks should get me through the week
Never said a word of discontentment
Fought it a thousand times but now
I'm leaving home
Whatever You Want - Vienna Teng
Never a real moment together but she understands: you're an important man.
Another late night. don't know if you're coming home or when. she's alone again.
But she goes on curating your domestic museum. she disappears in her loyalty.
She is a dress wearing a face in the doorway, opening her arms out to you
My Medea - Vienna Teng
Inside the labyrinth walls
There lies a tiny child who sleeps alone
And as the daylight falls
The wind becomes so wild across the stone
Nocturne in E flat major - Chopin
[instrumental]
White Rose - Heather Dale
White rose: queen of the summer,
White rose: queen of the fall,
White rose: the new guard will follow,
White rose: the old guard will fall.
Shalott - Emilie Autumn
She says, "How long can I live this way
Is there someone I can pay to let me go
'Cause I'm half sick of shadows
I want to see the sky
Everyone else can watch as the sun goes down
So why can't I
Anna Rose - Vienna Teng
Anna Rose it makes my heart smile
To know you give love so freely
Anna Rose it makes it worthwhile
Your love makes me see things so clearly
How it grows heaven knows
Anna Rose sleep well tonight
Hello - Evanescence
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry
Carrying You - Joe Hisaishi
[translation]
Father left me his burning desire.
Mother gave me her eyes.
The earth turns, hiding you.
Shining eyes, twinkling lights.
The earth turns, carrying you,
carrying us both who'll surely meet
The Swan - Clement Saint-Saens
[instrumental]
Castles and Dreams - Blackmore's Night
And the rains come down
And the stars fell from the sky
Oh, how dark the night...
It always seems those castles and dreams
Fade with the morning light
Elegy - Leaves Eyes
Teardrop on a fragile eyelash
She's looking like a dream
Hoping for some understanding
And answer or at least
Cunning word a single sentence
To restore her heart
Aching since the day I left her
Crossing lonely seas
Fairytale - Ludovico Einaudi
[instrumental]
Good Enough - Evanescence
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
Anastasia - Voltaire
I kept your room just as you left it
There's not a toy out of place
Just in case the fates are kind and you come back someday
I don't want to live without my little Anastasia