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Over the past couple of weeks, I've had some substantial meltdowns. It all comes down to trust. Right now, about the only person I trust is Lisa. I've heard so many things from several parties about how one person is or was talking about me behind my back, and then another person says something different and so on. Then I'm a liar. That is basically how it is. Nick is trying to repair the damage, I just don't know how willing I am to reciprocate. It all comes down to trust..
Ebay is doing okay, but I'm longing for something more: a purpose. Seeing Lisa be so independent and have all of her own things makes me wanna be an even stronger person, and makes me want to be better. I'm so proud of her. She's even stronger then when I met her, and I guess I played a part in that somehow.
I'm trying to figure out how to go about getting my GED test done. I'm a little rusty with the school work. I took some online tests and did alright. Not as well as I would have liked. A lot of people don't know I didn't finish school. Many factors were involved in my decision to stop going. Was it the right thing to do? probably not, but I got myself out of a horrible situation and now I need to make it right so I can get a job worth while.
We saw the Deftones at 930 club a couple weeks ago. It is always a rush to see them play. I think we left after 16 songs, but the set was 21. They opened with Be Quiet And Drive. Pretty much the best song ever. We also saw Tool in Baltimore last Friday. The set was great but more so then not the songs were prolonged and Maynard didn't seem like he was using his full potential as a vocalist. I can't really complain but I would have liked to hear some more older music. We are really excited because we have tickets to see Silverchair next month. It's gonna be awesome.
Lisa and I leave for Ocean City tomorrow night. I love being there, but this time around it will be filled with disrespectful kids and old people. Oh well, I'll still enjoy myself. I gotta make a sweet ass cd for the ride.
Ebay is doing okay, but I'm longing for something more: a purpose. Seeing Lisa be so independent and have all of her own things makes me wanna be an even stronger person, and makes me want to be better. I'm so proud of her. She's even stronger then when I met her, and I guess I played a part in that somehow.
I'm trying to figure out how to go about getting my GED test done. I'm a little rusty with the school work. I took some online tests and did alright. Not as well as I would have liked. A lot of people don't know I didn't finish school. Many factors were involved in my decision to stop going. Was it the right thing to do? probably not, but I got myself out of a horrible situation and now I need to make it right so I can get a job worth while.
We saw the Deftones at 930 club a couple weeks ago. It is always a rush to see them play. I think we left after 16 songs, but the set was 21. They opened with Be Quiet And Drive. Pretty much the best song ever. We also saw Tool in Baltimore last Friday. The set was great but more so then not the songs were prolonged and Maynard didn't seem like he was using his full potential as a vocalist. I can't really complain but I would have liked to hear some more older music. We are really excited because we have tickets to see Silverchair next month. It's gonna be awesome.
Lisa and I leave for Ocean City tomorrow night. I love being there, but this time around it will be filled with disrespectful kids and old people. Oh well, I'll still enjoy myself. I gotta make a sweet ass cd for the ride.