Mar 08, 2006 11:53
"two years is a long time you know. two christmas'. two birthdays. two years...you'll be 25. they are going to tell me when
i have to get up. when i have to shower. an 8x10. there is no freedom. and your friends...they tell you good luck, whatever.
you know and they know that youre on your own now. everyone says its not that long. dont worry about it. you'll be fine.
you'll get out early. yeah? YOU THINK? then if its not so bad why dont you switch places with me. you go instead of me.
thats what i thought. so yeah, im going to be an asshole. all of this...its gone now. what is going to change in two years.
i wont know until im out. you, you might be married. who knows? two years. im going to be an asshole and im going to drink
and im going to say i just dont give a fuck. because i dont. and its probably going to be worse as it gets closer. i dont
care. people say why are you wearing your new sneakers? what? im just going to leave them in the box? so when i get out i'll
have a pair of two year old sneakers i can wear? no. im going to wear my new sneakers. you know its these little little
things that happen every day that i wont have. fuck it. i dont care."