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Why can't you update as much as me? So I know i like some1 but i am trying to stop that by conciously liking someone else. And how is that working? terriblely but in the process I have made some awesome ass parfaits. Grrr... I dont know what the hell to do. My brain is idiotic, it should like the guy that I am trying to get it to like. In all fairness my brain does sort of like the guy that I want it too. It's just complicated because like yesterday he slept in my bed (the guy who i don't want to like) and it was nice. Plus we wrestled, but i know it would be distearious if he ever found out. I mean if he didn't like me back (which is most likely the case) then it will be akward and if he does like me back (which thankfully will not the case) then things will be weird as fuck completely destroying this perfect balance I am trying to find. I mean he is my closest friend here and....see problem...see problem run....run problem run...wow that was dramatic sounding. But the case is really not that crazy. must go bye