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lol to answer your question, yes he did. lol jeez though, you can breath when it comes to him. it was funny, the day i responsed back to you was the day we fixed everything.
that night of the post, there was a contest chris entered. so i went & cheered him on, there were other friends there so i couldnt help but get happy & excited like i usually do. so he pulled me aside & said "i miss seeing you happy and if this is whats really bothering you then thats fine" everyone that really knows him knows that he'd never cheat. hes not the type to so i knew that wasnt the case. the reason i feel the way i do about their friendship was mainly because of past experiences. he didnt really see the harm in this girl but i did what i was supposed to do in the first place: sit down, whle being nice, calm, & collected and explained to him exactly what was going on my side. what i saw, how i felt & try to give him examples by reversing. honestly, im glad we fixed things cause i see this relationship worth it. people around us, friends and family alike, have told me they see the chemestry and how we look at each other. and, so not to kill his image entirely in your mind, because if there is a future between us, i'd want you to be there & happy for me. remember, all you really hear about him now a days is the bad stuff. if i dont talk about him is usually because things are going well.
and thats the end of that chapter
now im facing a new problem that i have no energy to type out. my parents. it started out with my mom getting annoyed every time chris & i spent the night. then that lead her to call my dad which made things worse. believe it or not, hes not bugging me about the spending the night part, he knows that, its just now hes trying to get involved in things that have been going fine. hes also saying how my mom doesnt care about me blah blah blah hell, she did this to herself, i told her not to but noooooo. i must sound like such a agnsty teen right now but i know im not that much in the wrong. had my mom approached me about this in a way that didnt piss me off. every time we talked, she was always on the offense. accusing me of drugs, drinking, slutty. just stupid things. i would've listened hadnt she been so stupid about it. now thats stressing me out, my new class is stressing me out too because we got all of these new kids that are ghetto trash. so now thats gone to shit. i got my first C in class & now i know how you feel. i've been 4.0 all the way till this new mod (semester only a lot shorter).
oh, remembering drugs. my planned worked! the one about letting chris smoke weed. the same way i learned i wasnt really into it was the same way he learned to. he doesnt really like it & it not that interested in trying it again.
now, enough about me. how are you? what did you guys end up doing for your 1 month? & when is it that your coming & where will he stay? cause, im sorry, but he cant stay at my house.
i miss you!
that night of the post, there was a contest chris entered. so i went & cheered him on, there were other friends there so i couldnt help but get happy & excited like i usually do. so he pulled me aside & said "i miss seeing you happy and if this is whats really bothering you then thats fine" everyone that really knows him knows that he'd never cheat. hes not the type to so i knew that wasnt the case. the reason i feel the way i do about their friendship was mainly because of past experiences. he didnt really see the harm in this girl but i did what i was supposed to do in the first place: sit down, whle being nice, calm, & collected and explained to him exactly what was going on my side. what i saw, how i felt & try to give him examples by reversing. honestly, im glad we fixed things cause i see this relationship worth it. people around us, friends and family alike, have told me they see the chemestry and how we look at each other. and, so not to kill his image entirely in your mind, because if there is a future between us, i'd want you to be there & happy for me. remember, all you really hear about him now a days is the bad stuff. if i dont talk about him is usually because things are going well.
and thats the end of that chapter
now im facing a new problem that i have no energy to type out. my parents. it started out with my mom getting annoyed every time chris & i spent the night. then that lead her to call my dad which made things worse. believe it or not, hes not bugging me about the spending the night part, he knows that, its just now hes trying to get involved in things that have been going fine. hes also saying how my mom doesnt care about me blah blah blah hell, she did this to herself, i told her not to but noooooo. i must sound like such a agnsty teen right now but i know im not that much in the wrong. had my mom approached me about this in a way that didnt piss me off. every time we talked, she was always on the offense. accusing me of drugs, drinking, slutty. just stupid things. i would've listened hadnt she been so stupid about it. now thats stressing me out, my new class is stressing me out too because we got all of these new kids that are ghetto trash. so now thats gone to shit. i got my first C in class & now i know how you feel. i've been 4.0 all the way till this new mod (semester only a lot shorter).
oh, remembering drugs. my planned worked! the one about letting chris smoke weed. the same way i learned i wasnt really into it was the same way he learned to. he doesnt really like it & it not that interested in trying it again.
now, enough about me. how are you? what did you guys end up doing for your 1 month? & when is it that your coming & where will he stay? cause, im sorry, but he cant stay at my house.
i miss you!