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why do my dreams taunt me?
i guess i kinda consider myself pretty strong given what i've been through in the last year. but this dream i had the other night has really thrown me off balance. i dont remember all the details...just this: i was sitting at a table with my dad and we were talking and laughing. my dad starts to tell me something and all of the sudden i break into tears. my dad asks me why i'm crying and i tell him "because when i wake up you'll be gone." and then i woke up. thats really i can think about lately
i guess i kinda consider myself pretty strong given what i've been through in the last year. but this dream i had the other night has really thrown me off balance. i dont remember all the details...just this: i was sitting at a table with my dad and we were talking and laughing. my dad starts to tell me something and all of the sudden i break into tears. my dad asks me why i'm crying and i tell him "because when i wake up you'll be gone." and then i woke up. thats really i can think about lately